Thank you Tushnurse.
Im not on meds. Im funny about pills.
Im thinking I might need to change my head. Need to detatch from the toxic and stressful and do things such as meditate, like someone here recently suggested.
Im also in need of a vacation (home bound) which is what is scheduled for later this month but if there is a switch is bosses where my sub is located, my vacation might be nixed.
If its not nixed, im going back to the dr...not for meds, tho. Upper GI bc I have swollowing issues.