From a guy's point of view. You've been through a lot of pain and suffering and yes it's about awakenings. I kind of felt the same way. I could now look at other women and it took some time to realize I wasn't doing anything wrong! For a while there I felt really guilty, like I was cheating somehow on xWW. I think with me it was more like a feeling that I was cheating on my son somehow. I have a close friend who is also going through divorce now and he expressed the same thing to me just last week. Life is supposed to be filled with those kind of feelings. It's what makes living worth it.
Enjoy yourself and live a little!BS(me) 47
1 son 13 yrs old
Married 18 yrs, together 21 yrs
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have." ~ Bob Marley