Feeling is mutual.
[This message edited by kg201 at 7:26 PM, September 6th (Friday)]
This above all: to thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man, ~ Shakespeare
My anger at her has sealed my fate. even if she was to go NC with the AP, she still " wouldn't want to be with me any more"
Damn. This is exactly the bullshit my ex tried to feed me. It wasn't his affair that led to the situation we were in, it was my reaction. And even if AP wasn't involved anymore we couldn't be together "for a long time" because of what *I* did (the horrible offense of showing anger towards his heartbreaking betrayal, lies and blameshifting).
FTB (F*ck that Bit*h!) Amazing that a lying, cheating ass, unremorseful wayward can still feel like a prize.