So, what is going on in my head? Is this limerence??? Yikes. How do I get out of this and get my head back on straight??? ACK! I feel like a sappy 14 year old girl and I don't like it, dammit.
"Diamonds aren't a girl's best friend, freedom is."
Or, he has already ended it and you are sad?
"For whatever we lose, like a you or a me, it's always ourselves we find in the sea" ee cummings
Before we agreed to date, he brough up the fact that we live an hour away and that that might be hard, and should we even date (this was after a great first date), and that's when I cried. He was also a little concerned that I coudlnt articulate my "type" - like, do I like tall dark and handsome or blondes or whatever. I guess I should have jsut said "my type excludes NPD assholes" and go from there, lol.
Anyeay, So we agreed to date and have fun, and I spent some time last weekend with him and it went great.
Adn now I miss him. I think about him a lot. I can't wait to text or talk on the phone with him, and think about when we can see each other again.
IT's all too much feeling!! I'm not used to this!!! How do I know what's real and what's limerence????
Ack. I feel like a complete mess about this. I do like him. I guess I just have to "let" myself.
Good news is that we can remember that the limerance, 14 year old giggly, muddled, confused and dreamy school girl stuff doesn't last...and that can be bad news too. Your head is fine, just give it time...