How do you eat an elephant?
One bite at a time.
It's really different, isn't it, to see it on screen? It's like you can *almost* accept the bad with the good in your head, but then when you see it right there in front of you, it's hard to phantom.
Given your whole involvement in today's events on that day, probably the best thing to do is lay the infidelity down for the day and pick it up again some other time.
Today is just too much for many folks.
Please, be kind to yourself.
AJ's MOMFidelity isn't a feeling...it's a choice.
"Truth has no special time of its own. Its hour is now - always." - Albert Schweitzer
Me: BW - Him: 200+ # tumor removed 7/09
DS - 30 - Yikes!