Have given lots of thought lately to why I am trying to R when it would be very easy for me to pick up and move on. Obviously I desire to have what I thought my marriage was, and it's hard to give up on that. But I've been letting go of a lot of the guilt I felt in the past thinking about D, realizing that that is my choice and a valid one at that.
I had uncovered a lot of details ab WH Internet cheating - different sites, how long it had been going on, etc... that hadn't been made clear to me by him. So I asked for full disclosure, even asking pointed questions about these things so he would have NO excuse for leaving them out. And I was lied to again, to my face. And with that, I know where he stands and what my decision needs to be moving forward. Not at all what I had hoped for, but it is what it is.BW in 20's.
Focusing on my own healing, finally.
"Remember always what you set out to get and please don't settle for less. These guys exist because there are a lot of women out there who allow them to."