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User Topic: Insomnia... A long lost trigger....
lordhasaplan?
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Default  Posted: 8:07 AM, September 20th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Wow last night I could not sleep. Harken back to the early days of no sleep and little to focus on but survival. Teh insomnia in and of itself was a trigger. Last night I literally tapped into that raw feeling like it happened yesterday. I replayed conversations in my head a I sat there staring at the ceiling. I hope I never have insomnia again, and I hope I can better focus myself if it does. Funny how our brains and bodies have triggers, that stimulate a train of thought a feeling and off you go. TAILSPIN! Exhausted today.


D-day: 5/18/10, lies and TT till (11/26/10).
No life should be passively relinquished due to the toxicity of others and taking steps to protect yourself may very well be the most important steps you will ever take.

Posts: 1889 | Registered: Nov 2010
SisterMilkshake
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Default  Posted: 8:17 AM, September 20th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I hope you don't have insomnia again, either, lordhasaplan?. It is weird, isn't it, if we let ourselves go, we can be right back to those very raw feelings again?

I usually get up and get on SI or play some kind of game on the computer until I can't see anymore and then I can usually fall asleep, finally.


BW (me) 50ish FWH 50ish
Married 34 years, 3 children
d-day 3/10 LTA (4 yrs./fucking & flirting)

"Oh, why do my actions have consequences?" ~ Homer Simpson
"She knew my one weakness: That I'm weak!" ~ Homer Simpson


Posts: 9539 | Registered: Nov 2010 | From: The Great White North USA
Morhurt
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Default  Posted: 12:23 PM, September 20th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Insomnia is the absolute worst. And it just makes the next day even worse.
I'm sorry, I hope today and tonight are better.


Me: BS
Him: FWS
M: 15 years
4 lovely daughters
Working to rebuild.

Posts: 902 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: Canada
AFrayedKnot
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Default  Posted: 1:33 PM, September 20th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sorry you had a rough night. Do you know why you couldn't sleep?
Wishing you a restful night tonight and in the future.


BS 39
fWS 36 (SurprisinglyOkay)
DD DS
A whole bunch of shit that got a lot worse before it got better.
"Knowing is half the battle"

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