Received confirmation from a mutual friend that OW is separated from her BS.
It really threw me. Started shaking and had an immediate reaction. I thought I would be happy. I thought knowing karma had finally caught up with her would help. I feel horrible. I feel like I'm in a trance. All I can think about is how my WH had a hand in breaking up this family. I feel horrible that those kids are hurting because of what my husband did.
How do I get over these feelings? How do I get back to normal? I shouldn't care anymore. I pulled our kids out of the school her kids go to so I have no chance of contact with the family. Now I'm scared. Full of "what if's". What if OW's new place is close to ours. What if she or her BS want to get back at WH because he helped destroy their marriage?
Arghhh...why can't I just get over this. Why can't I reach indifference towards her and the affair in general?