Chicho- it really has. I was riding on a high the rest of the day. I was even able to really enjoy my children last night.
Unfortunately it hit me again at 4:30am. It was getting so bad I even "blurted" everything to a friend here in China. It was morning hours we were walking back from dropping our kids off and I was really feeling the anxiety kick in. She invited me to her home and I told her everything. To my surprise her spouse had been unfaithful to her in the past, so she could really understand. I told he about the possibility of our marriage ending. My fears...she was very comforting. She is a religious woman and offered godly insight and even prayed with me. I WILL NOT drink the Kool Aid.
The grass is greener on the other side. But they put chemicals on theirs.