Topic: Just let me go
Member # 39801
| Posted: 10:49 PM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013|
For months you've kept me hanging on
to every word you've uttered.
You love me, you don't love me, you love her, you don't love her...
so many realities muttered.
For hours I've wept, and screamed and fought
to keep our love from dying.
I blamed myself so many times,
when I know you had stopped trying.
For years I held our dreams together, sacrificed for our tomorrow.
You crushed those dreams beneath your heal, leaving me with only sorrow.
You knew but would not tell me.
You are not the man I love,
Instead of holding me and lying...
Why didn't you
just let me go.
I cannot be responsible for another's personal growth.
DDay#1 of a "cheatillion" 4/10/13
Divorce final 11/04/13
Posts: 444 | Registered: Jul 2013
Member # 33226
| Posted: 10:55 PM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013|
You can call me NIK
“The most difficult times for many of us are the ones we give ourselves.”
― Pema Chödrön
Posts: 19327 | Registered: Aug 2011 | From: "Is this heaven?" ;-)
Member # 40229
| Posted: 10:59 PM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013|
I don't need further confirmation of what a fuckwit he is. I already have plenty, thanks very much. -SBB
Posts: 726 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: AZ
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Member # 40299
| Posted: 11:32 PM, September 24th (Tuesday), 2013|
It's just dumbfounds me the way human beings can go through with cheating on people that they claim that they love. My wife told me, "I never stopped loving you".
How could you?! I'm a man with one hell of a sex drive, and the five years that my wifes sexual appetite subsided I never seriously considered an affair.
Posts: 37 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: Virginia
Member # 25144
| Posted: 12:29 AM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013|
It's selfishness, plain and simple.
Posts: 1694 | Registered: Aug 2009 | From: House on a hill overlooking the valley.
Member # 37575
| Posted: 2:10 AM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013|
I so understand, WHY don't they just let us go?
Me: BW-54. Him-FWH 54. DDay June 1st 2012, Cheated with prostitutes overseas, married 26 years, trying to R
"Not everything that counts is counted. Not everything that is counted counts." Albert Einstein
Posts: 365 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Out West
Member # 34827
| Posted: 2:36 AM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013|
I hear you MPL...I've wondered the same thing..I.wish I had an answer for you and.myself.
Been with him over half my life
DD1 10-01-09 DD2 02-22-12 discovered it never ended
OW..divorced slut who prefers committed men, specializing in befriending and bopping the fathers of her kids team mates
Posts: 3055 | Registered: Feb 2012 | From: midwest
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