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lostcovenants
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Default  Posted: 9:54 AM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am hoping to hear from other LDS who are dealing with a cheating spouse.


BS 60; fWH 59; 2 children, 1 grandchild; Married 37+ years, he is my only; D-day 7/8/13; Married OW, PA 2009-2011; sexting with same MOW 2012-2013. Broke it off about a week before I found out.

Update-Sexting on cheating forums 14 YEARS. Idiot me


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nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 1:03 PM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I know there are other LDS members here, lostcovenants. Bumping in the hopes they'll see your thread and respond.


You can call me NIK

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to know where you really stand."
-Hayley Williams


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endlessabsurdity
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Default  Posted: 3:11 PM, September 25th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

lostcovenants, I sent you a private message.

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lostcovenants
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Default  Posted: 10:35 PM, September 26th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks endless, I really need help getting a handle on the Christian perspective of this. I am so heart broken. Am I expected to endure to the end of this mess?


BS 60; fWH 59; 2 children, 1 grandchild; Married 37+ years, he is my only; D-day 7/8/13; Married OW, PA 2009-2011; sexting with same MOW 2012-2013. Broke it off about a week before I found out.

Update-Sexting on cheating forums 14 YEARS. Idiot me


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kickboxer
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Default  Posted: 1:30 AM, September 27th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hi LostC,

I was raised LDS, but left the church when I was 23. My parents had a temple marriage, and ultimately infidelity led to their divorce. My grandfather also left his eternal bride for a younger woman - abandoned his family, and raised her children instead.

While I do not have experience with temple marriage myself, I do understand the unique perspective that LDS culture brings to the conversations happening here.

I would encourage you to read through the Healing Library and find comfort in the stories of others...please know that you aren't alone on this journey.

I haven't been here very long, but do remember this thread, and perhaps it might help you find other likeminded connections:

http://www.survivinginfidelity.com/forums.asp?tid=503184&HL=39298

God Bless.


BW - 42 (Me)
WH - 39 (2 ONS, 6m EA)
Married 13 years, 3 children
DD: 7/13/13
Status: Rugsweeping, I guess.

Posts: 248 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Somewhere Out There
forced2moveon
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Default  Posted: 1:35 AM, September 27th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I was raised LDS and have since left the church. My parents were married in the temple. When my mother found out, she went to the bishop and father for excommunicated.

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fadedrainbow
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Default  Posted: 4:54 AM, September 27th (Friday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((lostcovenants))) Although I did not join the church when the rest of my family did all my sisters are LDS. One had a cheating husband, they are divorced now. To answer your question, do you have to endure to the end of this mess. I would say no. If your wish is to reconcile it will take the same work that any of us have to do. Right now, your H needs to step up to the plate. I am hoping your Bishop will be able to help you. I hope you want to survive and thrive the rest of your life, not endure, sounds like misery. I am so sorry you are hurting.


me: FBW
D-Day May 2005
divorced December 2009


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Fianna
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Default  Posted: 12:20 AM, September 28th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hi! I just signed up and saw your post, I am an active LDS mother of six with 2 sons currently on a mission. I experienced DD2 about 6 weeks ago... I think I can help a little, if anything I can listen! :)


Fianna
"Amidst the confusion of the times, the conflicts of conscience, and the turmoil of daily living, an abiding faith becomes an anchor to our lives."
Thomas S. Monson

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doesitgetbetter
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Default  Posted: 11:03 AM, September 28th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm LDS. Temple marriage and all. You can read the details of my timeline in my profile by clicking on the smiley face to the right side of the screen on my post. We are almost 6 years out from DDay, and things are amazing. However, that is only because my H worked hard to figure out what his issues were, work on those issues, and help me deal with the reality of what his actions did to our lives and my emotions.

There are some LDS books out there dealing with infidelity, I'd be happy to give you titles of some if you'd like. Some are even good for the remorseful FWS who is ready to hear about working on themselves and moving forward in life.

LC, I know it seems overwhelming and traumatic and out of control. Time will help give you the distance you need from the trauma, and talking about it will help you process the infidelity and accept it, and MC/IC reading books, etc. will help you work on healing your M after all this. Your WH has to be 100% in on this though, you can't do any of this alone. Pray often, and never forget that Heavenly Father loves you, He knows what you're going through, and He is always there to comfort you. He has never forsaken you and never will. Sadly, our WS's have their own free agency and they have chosen to use it in the wrong way... that is on THEM, not on Heavenly Father.

It will get better LC, I can promise you that. I communicate with a few LDS people on here and they are all getting stronger each and every day. Not all of their marriages are working out the way they want, but they are all getting stronger and healing every day. Feel free to PM me anytime you would like.

(((lostcovenants)))


DDay - Dec '07
Me - BS
Him - FWS
Us - Committed
May 18, 2010 - I forgave him fully!
"Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction." Isaiah 48:10

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RippedSoul
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Default  Posted: 11:24 AM, September 28th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm active LDS, too: 22-year temple marriage, 4 children BIC. Never thought this could happen to us. Divorce? Maybe. Infidelity? Never. I tough to wrap my brain around.

Likewise, reconcile? Maybe. Endure? Never. I am a daughter of a Heavenly Father who loves me. And I'm worth more than that.

To be more precisely honest, though, reconciliation does take endurance. We have to endure heartache and trust issues and fog and slips--but only with a truly penitent spouse committed to his own recovery and ours. Does that make sense?

Sometimes, we LDS tend to isolate ourselves on SI and communicate via private message. That's okay. To each her own. But I find value in belonging to this sisterhood of betrayed women, too. We have much to teach each other. Besides, sometimes my long-term focus on eternity needs a kick in the pants when it distorts my view of the present. KWIM?


BW: 49; SLAWH: 46; M: 23 yrs
DD#1--11/30/12 (prostitute #1)
DD#2--1/29/13 (AP, escorts #1 & #2)
DD#3--9/13 (trolling MILF site)
DD#4--10/8/13 (EA with AP cont'd)
DD: 20; DD: 18; DS: 16; DS: 14
PS: I've NEVER NOT edited my posts

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heme
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Default  Posted: 9:14 PM, September 28th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Im LDS as well, we were sealed together almost 8 years ago. If you need to talk Im here, I just found out as well. Feeling a bit like Im living in an alternate reality right now, did he really do what he did to our family? How could our family mean so little to him.


BS: Me (30)
WS: Husband (31)
Married 8 years, together 9
D-Day: Sept 10, 2013
D-Day2: May 31, 2014
Children: 5, ages 7, 5, 3, 1 and due in September

Leaning towards leaving, no one deserves this pain.


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Skan
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Default  Posted: 2:48 AM, September 29th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Besides, sometimes my long-term focus on eternity needs a kick in the pants when it distorts my view of the present. KWIM?

An elderly nun once said of the fervent young nuns, who were so full of the glory of God that "they were so focused on heaven, that they were of no earthly use to anyone."

I try to remember that, when I get too much into my head instead of showing by my actions. Or watching anyone else's words/actions. (((hugs)))


Imagine a ship trying to set sail while towing an anchor. Cutting free is not a gift to the anchor. You must release that burden, not because the anchor is worthy, but because the ship is.

D-Day, June 10, 2012



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lostcovenants
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Default  Posted: 5:36 PM, September 29th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Attending church by myself is so painful I usually only stay for Sacrament meeting. We had a few sharp words last night because I asked him if he had brought a jacket to an outdoor function-he said to stop smothering/ mothering him. Later when we met friends for supper he was complaining of a toothache and was glad I had thought to grab his pain pills and put them in my purse for him. I'm damned it I do and damned if I don't. It is so exhausting..,


BS 60; fWH 59; 2 children, 1 grandchild; Married 37+ years, he is my only; D-day 7/8/13; Married OW, PA 2009-2011; sexting with same MOW 2012-2013. Broke it off about a week before I found out.

Update-Sexting on cheating forums 14 YEARS. Idiot me


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RippedSoul
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Default  Posted: 4:51 PM, October 3rd (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Lost, I've had similar conversations with my WH. In our MC, he actually (ironically) used the word "trust" when describing to her how he felt when I don't "trust" his judgment about something. She explained to him that partners of addicts tend to--because they can't control the addict--try to control everything else possible. So she explained that my trying to make sure (to use your examples) that he had a jacket or had taken medicine was just a coping mechanism developed over the years and did NOT mean I didn't trust his judgment.

I had always felt the way you do--damned if I do and damned if I don't. I'd tried to, albeit unsuccessfully, explain it to him, to say I'd prefer to tell him something twice rather than worry about not telling him at all. We have a busy family with his crazy schedule, four active children, and my own activities. I just need the freedom to repeat myself without worrying that someone will get upset that I'm repeating. Is it so hard, I've asked, to just say, SWEETLY, "I know, Mom/Honey. You told me yesterday. Thanks for the reminder."?

Anyway, I've begun to write EVERYTHING on a monster grid calendar on our refrigerator. I try NOT to remind. It's easier with him than with the kids. I pay--often--if they forget something important. He's actually forgotten a couple things I've arranged with him. Once, I asked if he could come home early to pick up a child so that I could attend a retirement party for a coworker who's also the wife of one of his coworkers. He said yes. I did NOT remind him. But when our child asked, in front of my WH, about the pick up that day, I told him it was his daddy's responsibility. WH was quiet for a minute, then he said he'd forgotten, but that he'd take care of it. That has happened another time, too. I think he might prefer reminders, but he's getting what he wanted. As long as his forgetfulness doesn't impact me, then I'm okay with it.

Does any of that make sense? You might think of asking, when you leave for some destination, if he thinks the two of you should take jackets or if it would be handy to have two cars or . . . If he says no, then let him reap the consequences. Let him grow up. If he can't allow you to lovingly try to meet his needs, then don't try to meet them at all. Maybe it truthfully bothers him. If so, then you should stop. Maybe he'll find out that the only reason it bothers him is that he's in the fog still and ANYTHING you do bothers him. Been in that situation. Sometimes it's hard to differentiate. But it's worth it.

[This message edited by RippedSoul at 4:55 PM, October 3rd (Thursday)]


BW: 49; SLAWH: 46; M: 23 yrs
DD#1--11/30/12 (prostitute #1)
DD#2--1/29/13 (AP, escorts #1 & #2)
DD#3--9/13 (trolling MILF site)
DD#4--10/8/13 (EA with AP cont'd)
DD: 20; DD: 18; DS: 16; DS: 14
PS: I've NEVER NOT edited my posts

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Default  Posted: 9:02 AM, October 5th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm LDS with a temple marriage to an RM, 23 years, 5 kids. My WS left the church about 12 years ago, though, became a very angry atheist, is clinically depressed (and borderline emotionally abusive), and has had multiple affairs over the last 5 years, the most recent one a sexting affair with his ex-girlfriend that I'm not even sure is over. My testimony has been shattered. I don't even known how to move through my days anymore.



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doesitgetbetter
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Default  Posted: 9:32 AM, October 5th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Blue, don't let this affect your own testimony. Your WH clearly has lots of things going on that are not of the teachings. The Church hasn't failed you, your WH has. Everyone has their own free agency, and with that they can do whatever it is they please. They can build others up, they can help others out, they can be an example of Jesus' love..... or they can be a destroyer of others, they can be a crusher of spirits, they can be a murdered of people or their souls. It is not the Church that does that, nor is it Heavenly Father that does that, it is the imperfect human being who chooses to take a very wrong turn.


DDay - Dec '07
Me - BS
Him - FWS
Us - Committed
May 18, 2010 - I forgave him fully!
"Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction." Isaiah 48:10

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lostcovenants
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Default  Posted: 5:02 PM, October 5th (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Lost, I've had similar conversations with my WH. In our MC, he actually (ironically) used the word "trust" when describing to her how he felt when I don't "trust" his judgment about something. She explained to him that partners of addicts tend to--because they can't control the addict--try to control everything else possible. So she explained that my trying to make sure (to use your examples) that he had a jacket or had taken medicine was just a coping mechanism developed over the years and did NOT mean I didn't trust his judgment.

^^^^^ this!

He has often called me a control freak - I actually have NO control over anything in my life!


BS 60; fWH 59; 2 children, 1 grandchild; Married 37+ years, he is my only; D-day 7/8/13; Married OW, PA 2009-2011; sexting with same MOW 2012-2013. Broke it off about a week before I found out.

Update-Sexting on cheating forums 14 YEARS. Idiot me


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BlueDandelion
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Default  Posted: 10:07 AM, October 6th (Sunday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks, Doesitgetbetter. I hold on to words like that--force myself to remember that God is loving, that it is my husband's complete abandonment of gospel principles that in part has led to the choices he's made. (He's a firm believer, for example, in open marriages--and is frustrated that I don't condone multiple relationships with consenting adults.) It is incredibly difficult to live with him. My testimony was rock solid, when I was younger. (Read all the standard works as a teenager; seminary, institute graduate, etc.) Then, in college, I fell in love with a nonmember. He was this remarkable person--and we desperately wanted to get married. But my P. blessing said to marry in the temple. I walked away from this guy because he wasn't Mormon only to marry a Mormon who, within a few years, started to descend into atheism. My husband not only became an atheist, he became a bitter, angry man who regularly mocks my faith. THEN, you add his infidelity to the mix and I come back over and over to the question of why God would instruct me to marry him over the other guy, who, while not a member, at least loved the part of me that believed. As the marriage has become increasingly destructive and painful, my testimony has become weaker. I do go to church every week. I pray. I read scriptures. I hold a T. recommend. I am doing everything I can to hold on, but in the face of such unhappiness, I am struggling.

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heme
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Default  Posted: 7:53 AM, October 7th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Something Ive learned is that the Lord loves us but he can't take someone else's agency away from them. Even if it causes us pain. In an ideal world you would get married in the temple and have a beautiful relationship that will last eternity and bring nothing but happiness. Unfortunately this is not an ideal world, its a fallen world. We have to deal with other's improper decisions, especially those that cause us the most pain. That doesn't mean that the Lord doesn't love us, he still does.

One thing Ive learned through all Ive been through (not only the A but all the other craptasitic things of life) is that the one person who knows and understands what Im going through is Jesus. He suffered for all of our sins and because of that no matter what pain I am in I can turn to him and he understands.


BS: Me (30)
WS: Husband (31)
Married 8 years, together 9
D-Day: Sept 10, 2013
D-Day2: May 31, 2014
Children: 5, ages 7, 5, 3, 1 and due in September

Leaning towards leaving, no one deserves this pain.


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lostcovenants
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Default  Posted: 11:27 AM, October 7th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you to all who have responded. I really appreciate your support and ideas. My testimony is strong, but I am unable to pray very much as I feel so despondent it is hard to keep a coherent idea in my head. I've been to the temple once since D-Day and it helped give me some peace. It's about a four hour drive for me, so I need to plan to go again soon.


BS 60; fWH 59; 2 children, 1 grandchild; Married 37+ years, he is my only; D-day 7/8/13; Married OW, PA 2009-2011; sexting with same MOW 2012-2013. Broke it off about a week before I found out.

Update-Sexting on cheating forums 14 YEARS. Idiot me


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