WH and I were driving with the kids on Saturday, an area that we haven't been to in years. Memories came back, and I connected things that I hadn't before. I started triggering that I started shaking. WH looked down and asked what I was doing and why. I didn't realize that I was digging my nails into my arm.
It's been a while since that happened. I hate how it just hits so fast and so hard sometimes. Especially when I'm trapped with him, and can't just walk away. wtf?? How insane does your life have to get that you want to polygraph your freaking HUSBAND. ~ OldCow18
It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go. ~ unknown