I carried this pain for over 40 years
finally, in 2009, H and I had a private healing service with our Anglican priest.
I am at peace
I wish I had buried him, too. That is a great regret of mine.
My WH might not be the most caring and he might have a ton of faults, but he was exceptionally great to me during that time.
(((LF, gottagetthrough, & gma)))
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne
"What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, what if you fly?
(((All of Us))
((All our Angels))
Would they have been identical? Would the other one have looked more like me than the father? Was it a boy or girl?
My feelings were brushed aside and considered irrelevant really. i mean, I didn't even know there was supposed to be two, I couldn't be upset about only having one like i planned. And, look, I was blessed with such a perfect baby, how could i be sad?
It will all be ok in the end. If it's not ok, it's not the end
Happily remarried to a wonderful man (Aussie). I think I found the right guy and the right finger this time.