I carried this pain for over 40 years
finally, in 2009, H and I had a private healing service with our Anglican priest.
I am at peace
I wish I had buried him, too. That is a great regret of mine.
My WH might not be the most caring and he might have a ton of faults, but he was exceptionally great to me during that time.
(((LF, gottagetthrough, & gma)))
(((All of Us))
((All our Angels))
Would they have been identical? Would the other one have looked more like me than the father? Was it a boy or girl?
My feelings were brushed aside and considered irrelevant really. i mean, I didn't even know there was supposed to be two, I couldn't be upset about only having one like i planned. And, look, I was blessed with such a perfect baby, how could i be sad?
It will all be ok in the end. If it's not ok, it's not the end
Happily remarried to a wonderful man (Aussie). I think I found the right guy and the right finger this time.