WH is repentant, doing his work and is doing everything he needs to be at this time, but it will take time to go through it all. He's still sleeping downstairs until I can get to the point of wanting to sleep beside him again.
In the mean time, life is being uncooperative about letting me have a 'window' into the OW. Granted, I got to see a brief picture of her several weeks ago, but aside from that, nada. I'm not trying to see if she's better or worse than me or anything like that...I'm just damn curious I guess.
I don't want to give her the time of day face to face, nor do I have any interest in texting/emailing/etc. I just know that she got to have a pretty good look at my life that it makes me want the same from her.
Sadly, evidently the lawyer who is handling her divorce told her to get her info off line (I guess the partying and other activities she was constantly up to doesn't shed such a great look on her if she wants custody).
Yeah, I know I should leave it. I think it's like that aching tooth you can't stop prodding.