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User Topic: Scum - Vent
livebythesea
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Member # 38900
Default  Posted: 3:16 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Men / women who cheat and lie about it are scum . The lowest. No dignity to reveal the truth. Lie lie lie.

My sister s husband cheated on her. He came home, cried and cried and told her about it. He was sorry, and drunk when it took place. Mine, well he lied for 17 years about it ( his first ons) . Then he did it again. He confessed 1.5 years later.


HIM - 56(looks older by the day)
his time has come
ME - 56 (heart aged lately)
DD1 April 5 2013 (he made that one up)
DD2 April 23 2013
DD3 June 8 2013
DD4 June 22 2013
3 children
1 grand child

Posts: 190 | Registered: Apr 2013 | From: Near the ocean ... Canada
scaredyKat
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Member # 25560
Default  Posted: 5:32 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Well, I agree that while they are cheating and lying, they are scum...but I do believe in the ability to change and atone. None of us is perfect and we all are capable of making horrendous mistakes.

I am trying hard to reconcile. My SAFWH is working hard to be a better man. I can tell you that I don't ever want to see his OW(plural) as I will never believe they are capable of remorse (I'm equally sure I don't know that for certain, lol) but I'll never give them that opportunity, they are strangers.

Continued anger only hurts me. That is easy to say and a lot harder to live.

I hope you can find peace...


Me-BS-60-Can't tell you how painful it was to change this number!
HIM-SAFWH-63
Damn autocorrect is responsible for the silly errors, sorry!

Posts: 3280 | Registered: Sep 2009 | From: In my head
mchercheur
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Member # 37735
Default  Posted: 5:33 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((livebythesea)))

Do not blame yourself that you were unknowingly married to scum-----you are a trusting, loving honorable person, & assumed that your WH was the same.
Had you known how broken he is, you would never have married him.
It is possible that if he works hard, he can become the man you thought he was, but that is only if he does the work.


together 25 yrs, married 24 yrs, 4 children;Rebuilding
D Day: 5/10/2011 PA
OW: WH's co-worker,divorced, no children, 20 yrs younger than I-----& she knew he was married, had met our kids, but that did not stop her from trying to destroy our family

Posts: 1337 | Registered: Dec 2012
Truly
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Member # 40715
Default  Posted: 5:39 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((((livebythesea)))))))

I'm also having one of these days. Just a crappy, crappy triggery kind of a day.

So, I have to agree,
YES, THEY ARE ALL SCUM

Lying beeping liars, cheating beeping cheats. Ugh

I hope tomorrow is better x

You know that change is possible but sometimes the vent (and chocolate brownies) help shift the cloud x


There are dark shadows on the earth, but its lights are stronger in the contrast.
Charles Dickens


Posts: 257 | Registered: Sep 2013
notquiteoverit
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Member # 32919
Default  Posted: 5:45 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I can't look at my WS as being scum. Yes, he did a scummy thing, but he is remorseful and working hard to be a better person. Besides, what would it say about me to be reconciling with scum? On the other hand, the trashbag OW he was involved with really is scum. No remorse, just lots of woe and excuses.


Me - BS 50
Him - WS 49
SOW - 52 destitute loser
D-day 1/28/11

Posts: 569 | Registered: Jul 2011
angerisme
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Member # 37672
Default  Posted: 5:51 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It is so interesting to survive these fools and then look back over the years to see how I have grown and become stronger and HAPPIER! When I first caught him cheating my life came to a screeching halt. I lay in bed a year and willed my life to end. I wanted to die and I damn near did. Then I decided it had all been a mistake and i was not a good wife so i became super wife and slut of the year in bed. that year of life did one thing...robbed me of my self-respect and filled me with humiliation at my weakness. Then came the year of BITCH. Yes, she does live inside of you and she will leave you, your cheating scummy husband, and everyone that knows you in awe and fear. Bitch was powerful and yep...nuts.

The past 3 years has been ME!!!!! I am in full control of my life. I am happier than I have been since being single. I no longer expect anything from scum except my money!!! I managed to keep my beautiful house, car, & standard of living even while distancing from him and becoming unattached. I have been absolutely celibate for 3 years however I have recently met someone. So...you WILL survive this everyone. Dont believe a word they tell you...stand on your own two feet!


Posts: 169 | Registered: Dec 2012
LMomof2
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Default  Posted: 5:55 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Just started posting today as my Dday was Oct. 15. Please read my story on "JUST FOUND OUT" forum. Like you, I am in my 50s and married for 36 years. I can't fathom this happening after all this time. Hang in there. I got the same story your sister did...happened because he was drunk and he was so sorry. But I have found evidence of such behaviors in the past. As if there is anything that would excuse infidelity. I found many wise and compassionate people here on this site and for that I am grateful. Hang in there, livebythesea, We'll get through this and be stronger and better people for it. HUGS


LMomof2
Me - BW - 59
Him - WH - 59
35 yrs - 2 daughters 17, 21
DDay - 10-15-13
ONS - 9-20-13 and probably YEARS of gaslighting - signs were there.

Posts: 81 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: Pennsylvania
Crushed1
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Default  Posted: 10:14 PM, October 21st (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((livebythesea)))


~~"You can't run away from yourself"!!! Me to my H when he descended into adultery insanity.
~~Prov.15:13 "By sorrow of the heart the spirit is broken"
~~"The day breaks-your mind aches"
~STRENGTH~PEACE~HOPE~FAITH

Posts: 9654 | Registered: Feb 2005 | From: Texas
brokenhrt1
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Member # 40815
Default  Posted: 1:09 AM, October 22nd (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

39 years married, affair going on more than 12 yrs. She was a friend. And I just found out there were other affairs also. I wonder if my head was stuck in the sand. I though we had a wonderful relationship. OW has moved in my home. I'm no longer there. I can not handle this. She talks to me like this is normal. BTW she is 20 yrs younger than my WS. I want to slap her! She asked him for sex right there in my home while I was at work. It happened many times. His excuse...he loves her! So lets just destroy at the time it was 27 yrs of marriage. By DD 39 yrs! How didthis go on so long without me figuring it out?

Posts: 2 | Registered: Sep 2013 | From: United States
jstbreathe
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Member # 40829
Default  Posted: 2:36 AM, October 22nd (Tuesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((brokenhrt1))


The trust of the innocent is the liar's most useful tool.
Stephen King
Me: BW
Him: WH
Married: 18 years
2 sons, 11&15
Trying to R

Posts: 149 | Registered: Sep 2013
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