It's so weird that despite everything that has happened, we still get along so well. It's so easy to just be around each other and spend time together.
Sure, I have my triggers, and there are moments -- too often -- when my mind drifts back to the nightmare of 2012, but overall, it's really nice to be with him and do things we both enjoy together.
I guess we are in the "dating" stage again and just seeing how compatible we are. We are taking things extremely slow.
To be honest, I'm quite surprised by how well we do get along now. As neat and exciting as all this is, it also makes me sad that as our situation is what it is now. It's so similar to what we had but at the same time, so different.
I look forward to the day that I no longer care about the A or the OP. I feel that as long as I harbor resentment towards the A and the OP, the OP still has power over me. Does a time ever come when you don't think about the A or the OP?
I think about how well things are going now, and then I immediately wonder how it is that he could do such a thing to me. It's almost surreal. Am I a weirdo here? This makes me feel like I'm bipolar!