Send the discounted price as a donation to the "servers" at SI.
You'll get far more from here, and it really is worth 10 X more than whatever price they're asking.
In principle, if one's focus is on saving the M (Xian or not), one can sacrifice a lot of their soul to do that - if...
IF the focus is to save the M at the cost of themselves.
I don't recommend that though.
You should love others as what?
As you love yourself.
SI is full FULL of experts on that, people who've been tried through the fire.
Donate to SI.