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User Topic: The look of disgust
Chippednotbroken
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Default  Posted: 2:19 PM, November 2nd (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It sounds that you are really trying, I hope for the same. She sees that.


Me BS 32
DDay July 13'
3 young kids

Posts: 294 | Registered: Aug 2013
AlexFL
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Default  Posted: 10:20 PM, November 4th (Monday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I Have been told by my H that I don't look at him the same anymore. That sparkle has left my eyes. I do sometimes feel dead behind my eyes. I don't feel that safety and assurance that I felt prior to his ONS (plural).

I will tell you it's not conscious that I don't look at him with love... It's something in me. Something dies in u when you get hit with this betrayal.

It's sad that sometimes because we were so attached that I thought I couldn't live without him. I thought it would hurt less to be dead. I never took it that far but still was a thought. Love shouldn't take you to such dark places.

I think it's just a sadness that becomes part of you. I don't even realize I'm not the same upbeat fun person I once was. It's taken its till on me but somewhere inside I know i still exist. I know my true nature is trusting and loving. I just got used to the sadness instead I guess.


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