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User Topic: He wants family counseling
cmego
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Default  Posted: 1:39 PM, November 23rd (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I was talking to a friend about this, and for me, ex is like a buzzing fly to me. In the background, low noise that I easily ignore. Every now and then, the fly bites and it surprises me..I swat him away and then he goes back to background noise.

I feel like I compartmentalize him because I just don't want to deal with the crap he throws any longer. It is just annoying. I forget he is…around. I could so easily never speak or see him again and it wouldn't bother me. I feel almost weird at how little I think about him…my IC confirmed I've simply moved on.

Ya know, I actually prefer that he isn't at the school meetings, he spends his time trying to get everyone to believe he is this great, active Dad. Last meeting, he called in like a conference call, which worked…but this time he was too busy at work. Without divulging what he does, he couldn't get away and I know that. We do communicate 95% of the time via text/email. This was, really, just that big of a deal. It needed to be discussed in person.

I know he snapped at me because of his own issues. It is like when guys "poof", it affects me…but it isn't really about ME. I took it personally for about 24 hours, then saw it for what it is. He is hurting that his kids called him on his shit…so he blamed me. I just need to learn to recognize it faster when he attacks me. I was emotional after the school meeting, and he hit me when I was vulnerable.

I'm a big girl, it is behind me now. If he pushes the "family counseling", I will deal with it.


me...BS, 43 years old, 2 small kids
WS, 41, multiple gay affairs
M 15 years, together 17
Divorced

"For whatever we lose, like a you or a me, it's always ourselves we find in the sea" ee cummings


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InnerLight
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Default  Posted: 3:46 PM, November 23rd (Saturday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

You have a good head on your shoulders. It sounds like you are recentered and know what to do to keep his crazy at bay. Family counseling w him sounds horrible. I think the intimacy of counseling is an earned thing and he has not earned a basic level of trust needed to make counseling helpful.


BS, age 53, d-day 6-2-08, divorced after 17 years and 20 together. dating again, living in the sticks with a cat. It's taking a long time to create new dreams and a new life but it is slowly coming together.

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