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User Topic: F-U Thanksgiving
ruinedandbroken
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Default  Posted: 6:06 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


Eff you for putting so much societal pressure on family and togetherness.

Eff you for making me feel so empty because my kids are with their dick-head of a father for the entire Thanksgiving break instead of with me.

Eff you for all the heartfelt Thanksgiving dinner commercials on t.v. showing in tact families sooooo happy and fullfilled.

Eff you for for making me feel like crap at my 6 year old's Thanksgiving feast where all the kids talked about their yearly family Thanksgiving traditions. My kids Thanksgiving are never the same from year to year.

Eff you for making me feel like a loser because I am having dinner with a friend's family because I don't have much of my own.

Eff you Thanksgiving and a double Eff you to Christmas. Eff both of you. I used to love you and now you break my already shattered heart.


“People who cheat feel that life is for the taking, and that everyone deserves happiness no matter what the cost. I must remember these tricks if I ever have my soul surgically removed."
Me: BS 42. Him: WH 41 2 Kids 6&9
Married 14 yrs Together 21

Posts: 1562 | Registered: Aug 2010
gonnabe2016
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Default  Posted: 6:09 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

{{{{r&b}}}}


"Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." - Sir Walter Scott

In my effort to be *concise*, I often come off as blunt and harsh. Sorry, don't mean to be offensive.


Posts: 7712 | Registered: Feb 2012 | From: Midwest
miadianna
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Default  Posted: 6:20 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((hugs))) I understand and feel the same. It's such a difficult time of the year for us. Strength and hugs.


Me: BS 53
Son: 27 years old
Daughter: 25 years old
D-day(s) 9/23/94 - 1/31/05
Divorced 4/10/08

Posts: 7456 | Registered: Apr 2006 | From: Illinois
gypsybird87
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Default  Posted: 6:27 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Amen and ditto.

I used to look forward to the holidays all year. Now I just want to get through them in one piece.

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left in my life that he hasn't tarnished in some way.


Me: Looking forward to the future
Him: Left behind in the past

Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life. ~ JK Rowling


Posts: 675 | Registered: May 2013 | From: Oregon
PurpleRose
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Default  Posted: 6:28 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((R&B))

I'm sorry you are so down. I have a love/hate with Thanksgiving ever since the Dooosh moved us 3 states away from our families. This year it's just me and 2 of my kids (oldest is working). We have also been invited to 3 dinners - so I let go of feeling like an outsider and have accepted dinner with one, dessert with another, and Black Friday shopping with the third!!

I hope your day is full of comfort...


divorced the Dooosh
*****************************
even if you find your voice,
sometimes it does not matter anymore,
when you speak to a man who is deaf by choice.
~dodinsky

Posts: 3526 | Registered: Aug 2011 | From: Happyville
ruinedandbroken
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Default  Posted: 6:32 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I used to look forward to the holidays all year. Now I just want to get through them in one piece.

Sometimes I feel like there's nothing left in my life that he hasn't tarnished in some way.

Same here


“People who cheat feel that life is for the taking, and that everyone deserves happiness no matter what the cost. I must remember these tricks if I ever have my soul surgically removed."
Me: BS 42. Him: WH 41 2 Kids 6&9
Married 14 yrs Together 21

Posts: 1562 | Registered: Aug 2010
Thefly559
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Default  Posted: 7:39 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Amen. I agree. I would like to add an fu to my x Inlaws. Thank you.


"what does not kill you , makes you stronger"

Posts: 612 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: nyc
nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 7:58 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((r&b))))

((((everyone))))


You can call me NIK

Wise men talk because they have something to say; fools, because they have to say something.
- Plato


Posts: 24462 | Registered: Aug 2011
Gr8Lady
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Default  Posted: 9:55 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am fortunate to have friends. But the holidays certainly take a turn, from the traditions of the past with families divided.

Plus when you are my age, parents deceased, extended family growing smaller and smaller, it is lonely.

Again, I am thankful for my friends and am always included and welcome in their homes.


BS: Me (63yo)
FWH: HIM (65yo) serial infidelities over past 35 years
OW: Many, most recent 1/2 his age
DD: Multiple unconfirmed until 2012 when I presented evidence, plus LTA with his friends wife lasting 10 years. TT over past year
So done,

Posts: 600 | Registered: Jul 2012
lisaloo
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Default  Posted: 10:09 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This will be my first Thanksgiving as an almost-single mom...I'm just grateful that I had no plans to cook. Eff this holiday, DD and I are eating out.


Me: 33 STBXH: 34 DD: 8
D Day (EA): 6-19-08
D Day #2 (SA): 7-5-10
D Day #3 (EA): 11-8-13
WH moved out: 11-18-13
Moved BACK IN (because the lawyer told him to): 11/29/13.
Filed for Divorce: 12-9-13
In house separation...fun, fun, fun.

Posts: 474 | Registered: Jul 2008 | From: AL
Saadnblu
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Default  Posted: 10:16 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm with you. This is the lowest I've felt since DDay and I also hate the happy family world out there; all those people sitting around the table tomorrow....my little boy went with his dad today for a long weekend. His dad who seems happy in his new life, while my little boy says: I have nothing to be grateful for this year. I long for the family that I created in my mind, but really didn't in the end, feel in my heart, because he was so gone, so detached.

May we all pass through these next few weeks and move on into a better life. Sending hugs to you!


Me: 58, SAHM
Him: 58, LTA 2.5 years
Married 9 years, together 15
Dday: June 11 2013
DD 9 years
Separated

Posts: 57 | Registered: Aug 2013
NewMom0220
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Default  Posted: 10:33 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'd like to add a big ole helpin of runny mashed potatoes to the inlaw's dinner and a side of irritable bowel syndrome to the loser ex who made it so that the his kid never got to experience being with his mom and dad on any holiday...ever. Lots of IBS for that guy.


Me: BS 36
Him: WS 37
14 month old DS
Married 5 years, together 8, DIVORCING!!! (taking forever)
DDay: 3/1/13 (4 Month PA while I was pregnant)
Sometimes all you have to do is forget what you feel and remember what you deserve.

Posts: 329 | Registered: Apr 2013
jackie89
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Default  Posted: 10:41 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm with you too!

My DD, is going with STBXH, to his cousins, in another state for the weekend, and my DS, is staying because he needs to work. FIRST time, I won't be with both my kids at Thanksgiving!

I just want to get through tomorrow! Then I have my 24th "anniversary" on 10th!

At least there will X-mas eve, where I'll have both kids, close family and friends over, but hardly any money for gifts!

Keep telling myself.... I will survive this, I will continue to have faith, I will find a new happy normal!!! and last year this time..I was a mess! The year before that... a huge hot mess, in false R

Just writing that, I know I've come a long way!

You will too.. we'll get there together!


Separated - working on R

Posts: 451 | Registered: Jan 2013 | From: Pennsylvania
Gemini71
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Default  Posted: 11:38 PM, November 27th (Wednesday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I hear ya. My 3 reasons to live are with their father in Iowa for the week. Sucks to be me. But if this is the price for having my kids for 80% of the rest of the year, I'll gladly pay it!


Edited to correct stupid typos.

Two steps forward and one step backwards, is still progress.


Posts: 1560 | Registered: Jul 2013 | From: Illinois, USA
wontdefineme
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Default  Posted: 12:52 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Know how you feel, but look at all the things you have and not what you don't.

Be thankful you have hands to type
Be thankful for legs to walk
Be thankful for SI so you can talk to people who understand
Be thankful for the electricity that keeps us warm
Be thankful that your children will be with you again
Be thankful for Gods blessings no matter how small
Be thankful for.......

Its easier to crawl out of this hole if you count the small blessings instead of looking at what we don't have. I am not taking away from how you feel,but trying to help you realize what really matters. I would much rather be here by myself than to go through that year of hell after I found out he cheated and how he treated me.

I am thankful I am divorced.


Posts: 2132 | Registered: Mar 2011
shiloe
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Default  Posted: 6:31 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I concur.

It's just another day to me now.

Just want the holidays to go away.


But remember, good love is hard to find . . -Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers
BS - 54
Cheater -54
Married 26 yrs
DD - 21 DD -19 DS-17
A#1 2000 with married ho-worker/neighbor ow#1
A#2 2007-? OW#2 LTA with married ho-worker. Kicked him out, he filed

Posts: 578 | Registered: Mar 2003
gahurts
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Default  Posted: 6:53 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sorry R&B. I know how it is. Last year we did a huge feast for Thanksgiving. This year xWW is taking the younger ones to her mother in Arkansas and the older ones have to work so I won't have any of my kids with me. But I am not alone either because I wil be making new traditions with GF and her family. And I am looking forward to next year when we have a full household again at Thanksgiving.

It's time that you can start fresh. Make new traditions. Try new things. This year try to get with some friends. Or enjoy the quiet time and be thankful for those kiddoes knowing that even though they are not with you this weekend, they love you deeply AND next year you will have the full 4 days to really enjoy the the holiday and to develop a new tradition with them.

Stay strong, in the grand scheme of things, today is but a day.


"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indominable will" - Mahatma Gandi

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - Aubrie


Posts: 3337 | Registered: Oct 2011 | From: Georgia
Lostandpregnant
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Default  Posted: 7:36 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I can't even deal with thinking about holidays yet.
I have no idea how we are supposed to make them fun and happy for our kids, while the ones who left us are off doing whatever they please with no responsibilities.
It's surreal.
Too bad we can't have our own anti-holiday, all of us..lol.


He left me 18 weeks pregnant with twins for another.I am a Licensed Private Investigator..it even happens to us.

Posts: 354 | Registered: Nov 2013 | From: Canada
curiouswiz
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Default  Posted: 8:23 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Yeah; I told myself yesterday while fighting tears all day long, it's only a day. I have plenty to be thankful for. I have a warm home. My doggies love me. My kids want me to be with them but that would cost money I don't have to spare much less share.

I'm missing cooking for an entire week before the holiday? The house cleaning? Making sure we have enough to feed both families? Running until I collapse at the table? I keep telling myself I should be grateful I'm not doing all of those things when I really miss the craziness. I miss my in laws. I miss my world.

So, I'm not doing as well as I promised myself I would but I keep saying I'll go for a walk. I'll go for a beer at the inn and spend a few minutes with others that have no place to go. I'll say a prayer thanking God for another day, even a day in pain and disbelief is better than no day.

This sucks. It hurts. This day will pass.


God bless us, everyone.

Posts: 633 | Registered: Jan 2012 | From: Boston
IrishLass518
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Default  Posted: 9:16 AM, November 28th (Thursday), 2013View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

The holidays are difficult especially the first few years of separate ones. I do have to say that the longer I have been single the better they are getting. I have adjusted to the EOY holidays for IrishLad and he has too. I always make sure we have some time with his big brothers and sisters whether it's the actual day or not. I kinda like the holidays when I don't have to run around to several family/friend gatherings and I can lounge around in my PJ's. I swear it does get better.


Me: 45 BS Divorced
Him: 45 Married OW
DDay: 07/04/2008
Divorced: 06/15/2011
5 kids: IrishLass 27,IrishLad 25, IrishLass 22, IrishLad 21 and IrishLad 12
"You can't run from trouble..there ain't no place that far"

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