Mine are going to be devastated. They love my H. *I* love my H, and I'm devastated.
But seriously....we don't live in the same city and don't usually get together except for holidays, etc because of distance. Do I call them? What on EARTH do I say?
I'm making WH tell the kids when we sit down with them. How HE has made the decision to leave, HE wouldn't participate in MC, HE had an A....
But then there's that...is there ever a good time to tell them? The kids that is. I hate the idea of my DD coming home from college expecting this marvelous Christmas break with her family only to be met with this situation.
I don't even know that it is happening anytime soon....because of circumstances with DD17, we are currently in a holding pattern of not changing anything in the household, so the pretending that he wants to be here and that I'm not dying inside is monumental.
We have an appt with DD's counselor this Friday coming up. I'm sure the topic of when to tell the kids in relation to DD17's issues is going to come up. If she tells him waiting won't matter, I'm interested to see what he does. He's been all hell-fire anxious to get out of here....
God, this hurts so badly....some days I just don't even know how I stand it.....or if I can....
I also made my XH tell my children because this was his choice. I wasn't going to speak for him. They didn't know of his cheating right away, just that he was moving out. He said he would come back every week to see them, but never did.
I also remember that conversation with my mom. Even though I only live an hour away, I told them over the phone, the day after D-Day, at 6 in the morning before work.
It was heart breaking -- my parents loved XWH like a son and they felt so betrayed and stunned.
I found out later my dad went in late to work (which he never does) because he sat in the dark living room for several hours trying to cope with things.
My parents were more supportive than I could have imagined.
The dread and worry over telling them was worse than actually telling them. My advice is to tell them as soon as you can and start receiving support.
I just said, "Mom, I have some bad news. B**** cheated on me and we're getting divorced. I still can't believe it. I love you." through tears.
Brighter days are ahead, even though I know it's impossible to see at this point.
Married: 11 years, no kids
The greater danger for most of us lies not in setting our aim too high and falling short; but in setting our aim too low, and achieving our mark. -Michelangelo
I don't want to tell them until WH actually files or does something to indicate he is truly moving forward with his plans. My dad will NEVER forgive him. Ever. Which is why I haven't told them thus far...I'm still hoping to R in the future.
X told his parents. Surprise, surprise his version of the truth was anything but factual. Still annoys me to this day that they don't know the full story but I am learning to accept that it no longer matters and move on.
Its hard though, I felt like such a failure at the time. Saying it out loud also made it real and that hurt.
"I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel". –Maya Angelou
"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be". –
When I moved out, I gave them a bullshit line about The Princess and I growing apart. I even lied to them when they asked me (point-blank) if she had cheated. It wasn't until about seven months later that I decided "fuck it!" and told them. It "came out in conversation".
DAD: Well I can't say we're surprised.
MOM: The way she's been dressing the past few years has been shameful.
They knew more than I thought they did, and they were just waiting to give me the support I needed. I should have just told them from the start.
The best thing about hitting rock bottom is that everything after that looks fucking fabulous
Do you want me to tell you something really subversive? Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it.
When STBXH first said he thought he wanted to D I was so confused. I called my mother immediately and she and my dad were just shocked, as they had seen him 2 weeks prior and he seemed totally normal. He hugged them the whole normal deal. That was the last time they saw him.
For a few days they speculated with me, was it another DUI, another medical issue? No one ever thought of an affair. Well, I guess my dad did, but he didn't say it to either my mom or I at the time.
Then when I found the "I love you/want to spend the rest of my life with you" emails he sent OW I called my mom for support that night and stayed at my parents house for 2 days, and they and my sibling have been so thoughtful and helpful in the time since.
STBXH told his mom "The marriage is over, I'm seeing someone else and I'm happy" - just like that. She told him that was unacceptable.
I think my parents are angrier than me even, aside from their own hurt and disappointment as he betrayed them too. Lean on them for support. We all need to be as kind to ourselves and take that support when we need it.
Thinking positive thoughts for you and your family.
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Mom doesn't swear much, but when I told her, every cuss word you could think of came out of her mouth. If anyone hurts one of her kids, whether she likes them or not (wouldn't say she "loved" ex), even though she's 80, she said if he were in front of her she would punch him in the fuc**** face. Total support. I love my family.
I live in a different state. Sisters and brother-in-law drove the ten hours here to help me pack up. I told ex he'd better stay away while we're packing. He did.
Dad (89 now) told me I could have thrown a rock into a group of men and the first one it hit would have been better than the creep I married. Yeah, we're all close.
He agreed to move out. I went outside with the dog and called my mom, after I posted on fb about it. I wanted all his friends that know me, to know what a lying sack he is.
Who knows when I'll break down .. 22 years down the tubes because he couldn't keep his dick in his pants. smh
Oh, and my Mom LOVED him, he always got his favorite meal when we visited her. Her response "Well.... these things happen"
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I waited another week to tell my parents, because my dad was out of town and my brother pointed out that she would want him there, plus then I wouldnt have to tell twice. I just said it flat out, that we were splitting up, and that it was because he had cheated and our efforts to fix it had not worked. I did not give details as I did not want o talk to them about it. They were not supportive, and continue to not be supportive, but I did not expect them to be so c'est la vie.
Here's a funny story -- they came to visit about 5 months after we S, and a few days before they arrived my dad asked if they should stay in a hotel -- "do you have furniture?" I was like, "no dad, we've been living on the floor for 5 months, me and the three kids. I am useless at fending for myself and have no idea where one would purchse an item like a sofa." What the hell?!
Its funny now but at the time I just thought, wow, is that really how they see me? Particularly since it was me that did everything before X left, so its no different now.