We were as a group to a reunion. She brought him. Sat down and made him sit right next to me (WW, OM, me). I could feel the asshole's hip next to mine while I kept as far as possible in my own section of the couch. He kept making comment about everything I said while I kept trying to pretend he wasn't there. I was so upset.
Then at some point WW had the gall to ask me a money related question about a deposit. Because she needed money. I got upset, got up, went to help a music student regarding his teacher not having shown up to class.
It has been probably five years since I've remembered a dream. This vividly, maybe 10 years.
So now it's 2:38am and I'm wide awake.
I had a very vivid dream about my WH leaving me a long, long time after dday 1. It was so vivid that I woke him up and was mad at him. I wanted to hit him.
I think our minds get overloaded with stress.
Married 27 years. Together 29.
3 children 24, 21, 14
OW sex addict and romance addict according to MC.
Ever since D-Day Nov 5th I have been waking up at 2AM unprompted in a cold sweat, and having a hard time getting back to sleep. Since my kid with Autism wakes up at 4 about half the time what that means is that I end up sleeping about 2 uninterrupted hours per night (until I finally left the house just on the 23rd, I couldn't go to bed before midnight because my kid takes a midnight medicine that I administer).
Today I woke up at that same time, remembering those two dreams this time. So I guess I may have been having nightmares this whole time, just nothing I can remember until now, when it's piled up.
At some point this stops, right?
One of my first nightmares (recurring) had a tiger (who I just knew was OW2). A friend of mine who interprets dreams said that tigers are usually representative of sexual prowess - especially in women. It wasn't want I wanted to hear, but did help me start to sort through the thoughts/fears that were at the heart of the dream.