When does the pain go away?
BP: 38--me, faithful
Currently moving toward R.
Who is this ASSHOLE
this Miserable Nasty Asshole who doesn't even try to be pleasant?
HOW did he keep this part of him hidden from me for SO long? (Until year 8 of 13)
WHY did I give him another chance?
I don't want to see him, deal with him, talk to him , think about him, know him, I just want him GONE.
HOW did i NOT know what an asshole he is.
it's gotta be that NPD phenomenon. I'm hugely pissed and feel raped and robbed.
How does that happen?
This happens when people are extremely self centered.
It's all about them.
You exist to please them.
I think that's the way it goes, for so much of the time anyway.
I'm so sorry you are here and so new to your Ddays. It's so painful. ((sorry))
The pain never went away for me. I just got used it.
I see u just had a very recent D-day as I did. That makes the importance of the first D-day fall apart.
Your 4 months from your D-day with that recent one. I can oy tell you at 4 months I was still weak. I built up just enough strength to manage my panic attacks and anxiety (with medication). I was able to care for our son and mske things right at work. Thats about it. The pain was horrible.
It WILL get better. I promise. Slowly but surely
[This message edited by PRNDL at 9:41 PM, January 7th (Tuesday)]
That person is a fake, a fraud and an excellent actor. Able to pull the wool over your eyes, the eyes of your friends, their friends, your family, their family and many other members of your life. It's because we are honest, trustworthy and loving. A complete sham of a human being, not worthy of the title "man" or "woman" but scumbag/slunt ... seriously. They don't know remorse, only regret that NOW, NOW you know what they truly are.
((peoplepleaser)) so, so sorry you are here!