I am literally falling apart. Little by little. Some days I am strong, but most days I question my feelings, question my mind. Today, I discovered a porn site which I believe H has been visiting.
Our deal breaker was NO PORN. I have asked him a few times whether or not he visits those sites, and he swears that he does not. Ok. So be it. But I still don't believe him, right? So I keep looking in the browser. Nothing. So it seems.
We have an Ipad i OS 7.04. which has the Private browser. I'm sure he discovered that button.
Anyway, today, I discovered a site which was browsed. www.streamate.com Yap. That is his style. I asked my 20 year old son if he had viewed that site. He said NO. So, who else.
I will confront him when he gets home. I know he will deny it. HOW CAN YOU DENY EVIDENCE. But he does.
You see it's not the fact that he is viewing those sites. The part which breaks me is that when I ask him he says he is not. And then I have evidence he still is. Even though it was for a min. He is STILL F... LYING. Any advice, I know, and you are right, I dont listen to your advice anyway. I am building up strength.