So, I guess I'm wondering should I put myself back on AD's in hopes of becoming a better mom and being less angry....or just accept that this is how my family is. My family is not going to change...I've tried to encourage more helpfulness, being nicer to each other, scheduling time to hang out together, but no one in the family is making any attempts to make things better. It's not a horrible family life, but it's not what I wanted or how I want my kids to remember their childhood. I have a teenager and a 7 yo who do not get along. My house is constant fussing and messiness.
Will AD's help in any way or do I need to be in full-blown depression? My go-to AD is Prozac, though I have tried many others. Prozac has been the one I trust.
Prozac is a lifesaver for me. I figure if I had diabetes, I would take my insulin without question. There just seems to be a stigma attached to taking AD's. But in my case, I have some kind of a chemical imbalance that the AD's help to smooth out and it works for me.
I say give it try and see if it makes you feel better. We all go through slumps in life, but if it seems to hang on, I think that's when meds should be explored. Life is too short to *not care*.
You joined SI in 2011. That was just 2 years ago. I have to tell you that in the 4 years after I joined SI, I am not sure how I would have survived without anti-D. Like you, I have suffered from cycles of depression since I was young. I also have clear signs of when I am cycling into depression. However, the reason caused me to join SI caused so much turmoil in my emotional an mental health that my classic depression was completely washed away and replaced with desperation. I also was prescribed Xanax during this time period.
I was in an angry phase for several years. I do think the anti-d helped me manage my anger (but not reduce it...). And I actually started to taper off anti-d after my father died (and actually stopped taking them when my mother died), although my therapist did not think I should. Thing is, I did not NEED them to deal with a natural life event like an elderly parent dying -- most people's parents will die before them. I needed them to deal with a life event that was so unexpected and so catastrophic that I did not know which way was up.
You know the side effects for you when you take anti-d. If they are not bad for you (and everyone is different) then I think it would be worth trying them for a few months and see where you are. They obviously will not help with the natural chaos of raising kids (including the fighting) but they may help you deal with it better and not get as stressed and thus be a more laid back parent. The only down side of trying them, that I see, would be dealing with the side effects for a few months and then determining that they really are not helping.
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T/j: why do these happen????
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The only side effect I get with Prozac is sleepiness, but again I haven't taken Prozac except for when I'm on the deep-end of depression. Hopefully I will see benefits this go around. I have no desire to try any other type of AD because I have had bad experiences (and good) with others in the past. How do Dr's know if we need the SSRI or the SNRI? Wondering if Prozac will be the correct med for me this time since my symptoms are different.
I think I know the answer to this but...I have some Prozac left from last time (about 2 years ago) and I probably shouldn't take those...right? How would I know if it is no longer good...and if it was no longer good, it just wouldn't work right? It couldn't harm me though...right?
Thanks again everyone!