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User Topic: Starting to lose my anger
Smashedat58
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Wink  Posted: 6:43 PM, January 13th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

After much reading and soul searching, I am starting to understand why I have been so angry at my WS. I am feeling pain in response to his betrayal. Anger is a responsive feeling to my pain. I am in pain because of his betrayal. His betrayal has caused the loss of my future dream. And the future is only a dream. It's not written down anywhere, and it exists as a hope. His future hope is not the same as mine. He wants to make his life with someone else, and I'm not in that picture. I have grieved the loss of something that I never owned. If I don't try to hang on to my dream future, then I've lost nothing. By letting go of that, I'm willing to accept my true future. I have let go of my grief, and I feel so much relieved. I know that I can build a wonderful future just for myself. After all, I helped build our wonderful past, and our fabulous children.

Posts: 166 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Upstate New York
Skan
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Default  Posted: 7:10 PM, January 13th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Good for you! Reclaim YOUR future, your dreams. (((hugs)))


Imagine a ship trying to set sail while towing an anchor. Cutting free is not a gift to the anchor. You must release that burden, not because the anchor is worthy, but because the ship is.

D-Day, June 10, 2012



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nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 7:15 PM, January 13th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

There is so much power to be gained in letting go of what we don't control. Well done, Smashed!


You can call me NIK

"If you carry joy in your heart, you can heal any moment."
- Carlos Santana


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HighSticked
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Default  Posted: 9:59 PM, January 13th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Kudos to that. I'm bookmarking this thread. I think I may be needing it for the next few years.


Madhatters
I broke her heart and spirit in Jan, 2010.
She broke my heart in Nov 2013.
DD - 16
DS - 14
DD - 12
DS - 8
Wanting to R but doubtful it will work

Posts: 43 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Western USA
Smashedat58
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Happy  Posted: 7:35 AM, January 14th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I keep thinking of that song "I can see clearly, now" sung by Johnny Nash. Since I decided to let go of my anger, after understanding why I was feeling it, and how it was making me ill. I slept over 8 hours last night. I'm wishing you all a good night's sleep, too. It can do wonders.

Posts: 166 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Upstate New York
Kitty70
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Default  Posted: 5:42 AM, January 15th (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This is great. I can't wait to get there myself. Had a dream this a.m. that woke me up and I was so angry.


Me: BGF, 43
Him: WBF, 35
Together 9 years, moved in 8/15/2013

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