Try to stay no contact with her so the two of you don't wind up getting back together again. I think your desire for space, alone time, peace, etc, is not compatible with her desire to start a real family of her own. From her point of view, if she is doing single mother adoption, then this is likely her last chance for a family. While I know you have suffered a tremendous loss, I don't understand how you can view her as selfish.
[This message edited by StillLivin at 5:50 PM, January 17th (Friday)]
"If you carry joy in your heart, you can heal any moment."
- Carlos Santana
Sending you peace and love and healing.
Married: 11 years, no kids
Character is destiny
- if anything I feel like the selfish one.
I don't think you are being selfish for not wanting to adopt. I wouldn't either at this point. Be a step-mom? Sure, that I could do, but adopt?? Nope.
I've learned through this process that you can love someone, but sometimes the relationship just doesn't work.
Now you can take the time to properly grieve and just…rest.
I am too uncertain that I really want to adopt and I just don't think it is something that you can do with anything other than total conviction
Absolutely. I hoed the same tough row. Painful. Feel the hurt but keep your chin up.