He told me he had just been trying to be nice to me and laughed in my face. When I was in the act of informing the ladies spouse, my fiance began to threaten calling the police to stop me.
I was like wtf.
I hate the flashbacks that come as I am being told i was always loved and wanted and I remember at the same time something like what I just told about the police.
Behavior patterns of WW that is similar to LTA behavior. Places where they went I cant go to now.
Yay for us enjoying this gift that keeps giving.
The other, where H falls asleep, his phone slipping out of his Ambien-ass hand. I pick it up and lay it beside me on the bed for a few minutes, dreading the trip to Hell that I have a feeling I am about to take. Finally, I pick up the phone, and right there is a passionate text from OW.
Ugh, just thinking about those moments is making me break out in a cold sweat and feel sick, but at least I have consciously brought them out of my mind. The really bad times are when they suddenly hit you out of nowhere and knock you to the ground.
Latest DD - April 2013, PA