Thank you. I needed to read this. I always try to practice gratefulness but it has been a difficult week.
I wanted the family for my child and soon I will face the judgement of those who hurt me.
It is a hard pill. I would never want Karma after my ex but it is hard to realize maybe I was the wrong one going through rebuilding when he has a new instant family.
I know it isn't based on reality but it still is hard. I trusted him close to 20 years. You wonder about your judgement.
I should be grateful as I have seen people pass so I am. It is to such a degree I almost feel worse that this is so hard for me.
Thanks for letting me vent.