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whereismylove
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Default  Posted: 1:03 AM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

How the hell do you trust an untrustworthy person? All of a sudden they are supposed to tell the truth when they couldn't before? ws input appreciated

[This message edited by whereismylove at 4:37 PM, February 7th (Friday)]


DDay: Nov.6th, Dec 24, Dec.27(2013) Jan 10th(2014) & texting during false R until July 2014.
Me : BS, 36. awesome doting wife & former stay @home mom now back 2school and work.
Him: WS, 43. EU spouse. 7 months long "accidental" affair. Fol

Posts: 68 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Northern California
mesoSTUPID
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Default  Posted: 1:53 AM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I struggle with this daily. I trust my instincts. She (my instinct) knew something was not right all along.


ME (BS): 41 and so stupid!
Him (WH): 43. He's my dragon slayer but my heart wasn't supposed to be slayed!

Posts: 193 | Registered: May 2012 | From: Miami
KatieG
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Default  Posted: 3:22 AM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Question and verify everything.


DD#1 - 6th Oct 13 - TT
DD#2 - 9th Nov 13 - Full disclosure
DD#3 - 12th May 14 - FOG lifted and in R
7 week A, 2 weeks together, rest phone and email - PA and EA

Posts: 419 | Registered: Nov 2013
sisoon
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Default  Posted: 10:11 AM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My W deserved my trust for close to 45 years before she cheated. She then lied for about a year.

I saw her as a person who could become trustworthy again if she did a lot of work on herself. She was close to a perfect WS, and it took almost 3 years for me to trust her enough again, but I do not think she'd betray me again.

So it's eminently possible to trust again. That's what I wanted to do.

You may decide the A is a deal breaker because you will not ever give your trust to your partner again. That's OK.

But don't think you can't trust your partner again. You can, if you choose to.

You can hold your head high whether you choose to trust or not. Really, it's up to you. But if you really want to R, don't let fears about what you can or can't do keep you from going for what you want.


fBH (me) - 70 (22 in my head), fWW (plainsong) - 65+, Married 45+, together since 1965
DDay - 12/2010
Recovered, not yet fully R'ed
I share my own experience because it's the only experience I know, not because I'm a good model.

Posts: 9990 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: Chicago area
ascian
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Default  Posted: 10:55 AM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

In my case: slowly.

It helped that I initiated D-Day, and didn't do it right away when I found the first IM conversation between my wife and her AP. I waited a bit, gathered as much information as I could, and only acted because I knew they were planning another rendezvous the next morning. I didn't think I could hold it together through the night knowing that was going on the next morning. But I still knew what had happened, more or less when it had happened, and who was involved. Then I didn't tell her I knew that, I just said "Hey Mrs. ascian, I saw an IM between you and AP and it's got me a little worried."

She spilled everything, without further prompting from me. She was honest about her dishonesty before and didn't try to spare herself or blame me. Right away that laid a foundation that we could build trust back on.

And then it was monitoring. Almost constant monitoring of her cell-phone activity, her FB and Google accounts, digging through her (still unlocked) computer at home when I was worried. And she let me, she understood that was what I needed. If there was something that worried me, we talked about it. If my day (emotionally) went to crap, we talked. If her day went to crap emotionally, we talked.

Because of my wife's nature, one of the things I did that helped her be comfortable with my level of access was to offer her almost the same with just a couple caveats. The only two accounts she doesn't currently have full access to are the online journal that I use to organize my thoughts about my emotions and such since the affair, and my SI account. She knows she's welcome to see either of those, but I've asked that she do it when I'm around since there are some raw and hurtful thoughts put down in those areas and I don't want her to stew on that for hours before we can talk about it.

(And if she hadn't come completely clean, I'd have pretended to buy it and gotten everything in order to ensure I had primary custody of the kids in the divorce.)


Me - BH 39
Her - FWW 36
D-Day: 8/13
Working on R

Posts: 281 | Registered: Aug 2013 | From: Midwest
whereismylove
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Default  Posted: 4:36 PM, February 7th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Its only been a month since last dday and my husband got all defensive when I voiced my worries he will break NC. He expects me to trust him "so we can move on from this" we argued for a moment and then I said I was gonna take a walk. I didn't say anything because I am trying to figure out if he's deaf and can't hear the lame things he's saying. Sorry I'm not getting over it fast enough for ya! You're right I should believe you this time cause you're bound to tell the truth this time. i'd like to hear from ws side too


DDay: Nov.6th, Dec 24, Dec.27(2013) Jan 10th(2014) & texting during false R until July 2014.
Me : BS, 36. awesome doting wife & former stay @home mom now back 2school and work.
Him: WS, 43. EU spouse. 7 months long "accidental" affair. Fol

Posts: 68 | Registered: Dec 2013 | From: Northern California
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