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User Topic: The Entitlement Theory
Ashland13
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Default  Posted: 10:04 AM, February 15th (Saturday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This is a subject I read often on Si but hear of in the virtual world, too. It comes in all forms of people, but seems to be common in life after adultery.

Lately I've been working on a theory that has helped me intensely-it was like a "light bulb" type of thing and also helps when I have to interact with Perv in the last parts of settlement.

Anyway...

He is one of these WS who has zero remorse-at least, if he has any, I am not privy to it. Oh, sometimes he claims it, if I come down on him after a problem caused by what he did.

Lot of thinking lately helped me to realize that Perv lives his life feeling that he "earned" his ticket to freedom from being married with all that he did while we were married. And how long he stayed, even during his own misery, helps him feel that he is entitled to a variety of things, even if they hurt his x and children. They don't matter, for he comes first.

After all, he spent years being a father figure and head of household, so it's his time to "rock" now, right?

Where my focus, as a parent and BS, is on all that he did to end things. My focus is on survival for myself and children and I do not feel that I earned anything, except perhaps, the right to life.

In this way, Perv and I are very different people and could be some of why it didn't work. My sense of responsibility is far bigger than his, as well, but living the every day life that marriage is makes these fundamental differences in people difficult to "see". I lived that other life for different reasons than him-because I believed in what I was doing, because I loved and because I wanted to-not because I "owed" anything, but that is how he lived and still does.

Enjoy, OW.


[This message edited by Ashland13 at 10:06 AM, February 15th (Saturday)]


Ashland 13

A person is a person, no matter how small. -Dr. Suess

Perserverance and spirit have done wonders in all ages.

-George Washington


Posts: 2229 | Registered: Feb 2013 | From: New England
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Default  Posted: 10:20 AM, February 15th (Saturday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

After all, he spent years being a father figure and head of household, so it's his time to "rock" now, right?

I hear this. Before I met The Princess, I smoked a lot of weed, played in a band, and had fun doing stupid shit with my friends. My theory was that I should get all the arsehole out of my system before "settling down".

I met her, fell in love, and was ready to settle down.

She, on the other hand, had serial "long-term" relationships, but had somehow managed to have sex with ten times more people than I had. Yes that says "ten times" - not a typo. I didn't judge her on that, because I KNEW we were committed to being in a lifelong monogamous marriage.

A few years ago, she told me her biggest regret was that she didn't do anything wild when she was young. I was fucking blind.


Loyal spouse: Me; Disloyal spouse: The Princess
Two sons: Now 11 and 14
DDay: Nov 15, 2012
Separated: Mar 2, 2013 after 17 year marriage, now divorcing!

The best thing about hitting rock bottom is that everything after that looks fucking fabulous


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