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User Topic: emdr today was something
ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 6:30 PM, February 17th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I did my second EMDR session targeting D-Day and the ensuing events today. First one was very brief because it was at the tail end of another target.

This one brought up the most emotions and physical sensations of any target that I've done, including some really nasty ones. I'm really taken aback. I was near tears a couple times and I got very vivid memories and very noticeable physical sensations (icy cold stuff, headache, nausea).

At least I know it's working. :)


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


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nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 7:10 PM, February 17th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((((PIC))))


You can call me NIK

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to know where you really stand."
-Hayley Williams


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jo2love
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Default  Posted: 8:06 PM, February 17th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((Probable)))

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ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 8:17 PM, February 17th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

thank you.

The emotions were really varied. There was despair, sadness, anger, frustration, defeat, desperation. The most powerful thing I remembered during the session was wondering WHY or HOW it had happened. I know now that I don't have to know why/how, I can just move on with my life. But XWW said many times that I had saved her life, that she wouldn't be around if I hadn't done the things I had done for her, and at the time I felt like she had done the same for me by giving me emotional support through some very tough times early on. The sense of betrayal was incredible. It took me a long time to believe it. It was like being in a dream.

Lurking on this board has helped me a lot to see that many people go through this in many different ways and it's just part of life..


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


Posts: 797 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Pacific Northwest
better4me
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Default  Posted: 10:58 PM, February 18th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(((Probable)))

Lurking on this board has helped me a lot to see that many people go through this in many different ways and it's just part of life.
. yep.


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Kajem
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Default  Posted: 2:08 PM, February 19th (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

XWW said many times that I had saved her life, that she wouldn't be around if I hadn't done the things I had done for her, and at the time I felt like she had done the same for me by giving me emotional support through some very tough times early on. The sense of betrayal was incredible. It took me a long time to believe it. It was like being in a dream
.

This is how I feel about XSO, I don't know if my feelings are being stuffed or because I already went thru this with XH, I know the path to healing. This time around the block I'm going solo.

I hope your feeling a bit more in balance today.

Hugs,

K


I trust you is a better compliment than I love you, because you may not trust the person you love, but you can always love the person you trust. - Unknown
Relationships are like sharing a book, it doesn't work if you're not on the same page.

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ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 11:33 PM, February 19th (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Kajem, I am, aside from some gastroenteritis (sigh).


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


Posts: 797 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Pacific Northwest
BAB61
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Default  Posted: 11:40 PM, February 19th (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Glad to hear the emdr is working for you....


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Amazonia
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Default  Posted: 6:37 AM, February 20th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Have you tried ginger tea for the stomach? It helps a lot. I like yogi brand's ginger lemon.


"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ

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ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 12:35 PM, February 20th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Nope. I'll try it.


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


Posts: 797 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Pacific Northwest
ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 3:09 PM, February 23rd (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sickness is mostly gone, but I still feel malaise/depression.

Part of me thinks some of it is coming from the EMDR. Glad I can space out the sessions more if I need it.


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


Posts: 797 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Pacific Northwest
ProbableIceCream
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Default  Posted: 4:11 PM, February 23rd (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Meh. Or maybe it's just more nausea. :)


Me, 32. DD, 8. DS, 6 (deceased).

D-Day was April 2012. Divorced Jul 2013. Moved ~1000 miles away (as the crow flies) Jul 2014.


Posts: 797 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Pacific Northwest
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