Ugh. Just ugh.
I'm headed to the DMV to get my license renewed. My birthday is Friday and it's expiring that day, so I have no choice. I really, really wish there had been another year left on it, because I'm going to have to renew it with my married name.
I didn't want to do that, but I have business and personal tax stuff in progress so its not feasible to change it until all that is done. I'm still not sure what I want to change it to anyway.
Looking at my old license. It's a good picture. I couldn't wait to get it, with my "new" name. In the photo I'm all newlywed glowy, smiling and tan from a 10 day honeymoon in Maui.
Me now. Blech. My skin is paler, my hair is longer. I'm 50 pounds lighter and 6 years older. Do I even try to smile for this photo today??
I've been doing sort of okay in general, but Valentines sucked, I'm not looking forward to my birthday, and the DMV is never fun, even under the best of circumstances.
I guess I just needed to whine a little bit.
Me: Looking forward to the future
Thanks for listening.
Him: Left behind in the past
Rock bottom became the solid foundation on which I rebuilt my life. ~ JK Rowling