Sometimes since separating I feel like my life is following the wrong script.
We've both moved on, but it still feels (for the lack of a better word) wrong... like though things were far from perfect, when we were together it just seemed in-line with how the world was meant to operate.
Now I feel like I'm faking it... like I'm forcing this new script. Sometimes I'm so sure of it, sometimes I'm barely aware of it. You know that concept of "flow?" It's like I've been out-of-flow since the breakup.
Do you guys think this is an indication of needing to do more grieving?... or really any advice would be appreciated. At first these feelings were welcome-- like it made me feel closer to her; but now I just want them to go away. I want to have some serenity and peace about it-- I just want to move on.31yo WS-SA
“When we disclose the thought and intents of our hearts in surrender, we identify with one another at depth.”