or just a bad spell.
I have been sad, upset, crying, dreaming since dday #2.
Not constantly but with that constant internal ache/anxiety.
Now, the last few days I feel worse. I can't stop sleeping, constant nightmares. Today I was off from work and did absolutely nothing but sleep.
I feel exhausted and groggy. My sons are coming for dinner in 2 hours and I have done nothing, just want to cancel.
I know therapy, it helped but now that stbxwh left I cannot afford it.
I just feel overwhelmed, doing the basics feels like too much. I feel like all the energy for life got sucked out.
No question, guess I just have to move somehow.
This really is hell, even in my sleep.Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely.
I would now like to be known as Can!
dday October 21,2012
dday December 20, 2013
attempted R, it was all a lie