"I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel". –Maya Angelou
"When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be". –
Depending on how long it takes to get a divorce in your state, I would be looking for a new home if you don't think you will be keeping the house. Making plans helps in the "moving forward" process.