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User Topic: Huh. Well look at that...
jo2love
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Default  Posted: 8:54 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

A few years ago, I ended R with wxbf. He wasn't giving me what I needed to hear. That night seems so long ago. I remember the gut wrenching pain I was in that night, the loving support of members here, the absurdity when he offered to show up at my place naked "if it would make me feel better". The chorus of members saying, "wth" and "what a douche", now makes me laugh. Love SI support!

For a longtime, I wasn't ready to date. It was more important for me to focus on my healing. When guys would ask me out, I would get an anxiety attack and be nauseous. Now? The thought of dating doesn't give me an anxiety attack and I don't feel like I am going to throw up. I'm ready to put myself out there again. Nice and slow. No rushing into anything. Just believing in fate. If I'm meant to be with someone, it will happen when the time is right.

Happy Thursday!


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little turtle
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Default  Posted: 9:01 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This is great!!


Failure is success if we learn from it.

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nowiknow23
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Default  Posted: 9:11 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


You can call me NIK

"Sometimes it takes a good fall to know where you really stand."
-Hayley Williams


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Faithful w/Love
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Default  Posted: 9:17 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

WOOOHOOO.. You GO Jo.


BS(ME)40 WH(HIM)38
DD 19 and DS 15
Separated Aug 2012
Moved back home Oct 31 2013
False R. Still Lying.
Will be divorcing soon!
"You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have"!

Posts: 2661 | Registered: Aug 2011
MovingUpward
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Default  Posted: 9:17 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


AKA Moo

Think of the haters in your life as sandpaper; they’ll scratch you up time and time again but in the end you’re polished, smooth, and spotless..while they end up useless

We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give.


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norabird
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Default  Posted: 10:52 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

What a great attitude! This gives me so much hope.

Good luck out there!


Sit. Feast on your life.

Posts: 4158 | Registered: Jan 2014 | From: NYC
BAB61
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Default  Posted: 11:05 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Yay!


Boss A** B*tch
BS/52 Me, STBXpos/56, dd's 16&14
1st D-day 10/19/2013 EA/PA
2nd D-day 12/7/2013 LTA/Rendezvous
S 12/7/2013 No-fault state, 6 mo S, counting down the days.

Posts: 1271 | Registered: Oct 2013 | From: DE
Snapdragon
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Default  Posted: 11:26 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Not anxiously vomiting is a nice attribute in a date.

Sounds like you have a good plan going here. Driving the sedan of dating, not the hot rod that spins off the road into a fiery crash. Fire is bad.


Divorced - recovered and hoping to help.

"We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again" ~Pink


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itainteasy
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Default  Posted: 11:29 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


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Jrazz
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Default  Posted: 11:31 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Love it.

(((Jo)))


I bow to those who keep their hearts open when it is most difficult, those who refuse to keep their armor on any longer than they have to, those who recognize the courage at the heart of vulnerability. - Jeff Brown

Posts: 17306 | Registered: Feb 2011 | From: California
nutmegkitty
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Default  Posted: 11:50 AM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


me (BS)
him (NPD Ex)
2 dds
DDay 10/7/11
OW
OC

Divorced 1/17/2013

"Diamonds aren't a girl's best friend, freedom is."


Posts: 2589 | Registered: Nov 2011 | From: MA
jo2love
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Default  Posted: 12:33 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Not anxiously vomiting is a nice attribute in a date.

Omg. You made me laugh & snort! Yep that's attractive.


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better4me
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Default  Posted: 12:51 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I love the heading for this. Almost as if feeling ready to date was something that you came across while cleaning up your desk. "Well look at that, didn't even realize I had misplaced that ready to date thing. Huh, guess I might as well dust it off and see if it still works..."


DDay 11/17/2010 BW:52
Divorced

Posts: 3130 | Registered: Dec 2010 | From: Iowa
Sad in AZ
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Default  Posted: 2:17 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Spring is in the air


I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.

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tryingagain74
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Default  Posted: 2:32 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Yay, jo!


BS (Me) 39
Happily liberated!
Two DS and One DD
It matters not how strait the gate,/How charged with punishments the scroll./I am the master of my fate:/I am the captain of my soul.--"Invictus," William Ernest Henley

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Threnody
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Default  Posted: 4:04 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Does this mean *I* can show up at your house naked now? I've been holding off until you were ready.


“If you don't like my opinion of you, you can always improve.” ~ Ashleigh Brilliant
"Great love requires determination." ~ tryingtwo
"Don't try to win over the haters, you're not the jackass whisperer." ~ Brene Brown

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jo2love
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Default  Posted: 4:14 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

LMAO!!!!! @Threnody

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caregiver9000
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Default  Posted: 4:42 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

ditto, LMAO @ Thren.

I do love this post.


Me: 44, independent, happy, despite co-parenting with a lower muppet
FT "Stretch" (and Skew!) ;)
DS 13 DS 10
S 5/2010
D 12/2012

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risingfromashes
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Default  Posted: 5:02 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


There is life on the other side of hell.

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phmh
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Default  Posted: 6:04 PM, March 27th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

This kind of post just makes my day. So glad your healing is progressing so nicely :)


Me: BW, divorced, now fabulous and happy!

Married: 11 years, no kids

The greater danger for most of us lies not in setting our aim too high and falling short; but in setting our aim too low, and achieving our mark. -Michelangelo


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