Do you ever just feel totally drained, exhausted for having to deal with crap?
Today was pretty crappy. I took my dog to he veT as she has a lump on her leg. Turns out its a tumour. They may need to amputate the leg. She's an old girl(13 years) but a beautiful dog. It broke my heart. I don't wan the girls to lose their pet.
On the way home from the vet I got 'rear ended'. It was minor.. No major damage.. But still.
After that we witnessed a major collision. Police were called, roads were blocked off, I think someone passed.
Then, this evening I get a series of texts
WH : are the girls available to see this weekend or are you stopping me again?
ME: hang on a minute. I told you that we were busy most weekends through March. Last weekend we had something booked which ID given you a months notice about.id appreciate you dropping the attitude.
WH: f$ck you
Me: wow really
WH : yeah really. Keep using them as tools. Idiot.
Me: oh well when you are prepared to be civil with me and not rude I'm happy to discuss this weekends plans with you.
I'm really not sure where his anger is coming from. I have not heard a peep from him all week (I have not msg him either 180/NC)..
I had booked some family photos for last weekend. I told him about it at he start of the month (well not the pics but we had plans). I made a point of telling him as I said that I wanted him to realise it was every Sunday we'd had something planned and I didn't want him to think I was stopping him from seeing the kids. He actually replied that he understands that life goes on...
I have the text messages that I was going to screens hot and text him. But I figured that would be breaking NC. For crying out loud.... I just feel drained.