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User Topic: Feeling Lost This Morning
LeftOutintheCold
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Default  Posted: 8:29 AM, April 6th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm trying so hard to stay strong and move on with my life. After a couple nights of really bad dreams (some sad, some angry, and some of the used-to-be good times), I'm finding it very hard to look at the positive in anything this morning. I sit here in this empty house completely surrounded by our memories and I feel trapped. I have no where to go and I can't change it right now.

I went to an attorney with money I borrowed from my parents as I don't have a dime to spare. I wasn't completely happy with the results and would love to get a second opinion from another one; however, I can't afford it. I want to serve his ass and let him know that I'm not settling for this situation he walked away from and left me in. I know I need to research some other legal options because of my financial situation...

I just don't have the strength this morning. I feel like life has been sucked out of me once again and I have to struggle to find the will to even move from this chair.

It's just so unfair that he gets to be out there, wherever he is, enjoying his newfound "love" with the OW and I'm left with my broken life completely smothering my will to breathe.

I know this will pass, but right now, that moment seems so very far away.


Me - 42
WH - 40
Dday - 3/6/14
Married 5yrs, together over 10
Status - still separated

Posts: 326 | Registered: Mar 2014
justinpaintoday
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Default  Posted: 8:51 AM, April 6th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My friend. I am sorry. I found many attormeys offer a free consultation. Obviously i dont ur finances but hope these will change to support ur goals . Hoping u can feel sime piece today. I am sitting alone in a strange church in my patents hometown. What wild ride these past several months have been.


I never realized you could be in this much pain and not be dying.

Posts: 700 | Registered: Mar 2014
LeftOutintheCold
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Default  Posted: 8:58 AM, April 6th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I hope you find some solace there this morning! I'm going to listen to Joel Osteen and hope I find some strength from his words.

I will be making more phone calls this week to other attorneys to see if I can find some free consults. I can't stand this limbo and the feeling that he has total control over this situation.


Me - 42
WH - 40
Dday - 3/6/14
Married 5yrs, together over 10
Status - still separated

Posts: 326 | Registered: Mar 2014
annb
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Default  Posted: 9:39 AM, April 6th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Leftoutinthecold, I am so sorry you are hurting! I remember those days when it seemed as though breathing was a struggle.

I don't know where you live, but if the weather is nice, get outside and go for a long walk. Force yourself to get out of the environment you are in. The walk and the sunshine will help you feel better! If it's raining, try to head out to a mall and go for a walk. Stop at a coffee shop with your laptop in tow. Anything to get you moving this morning!

(((((Hugs)))))


Posts: 7442 | Registered: Jan 2009 | From: Northeast
LeftOutintheCold
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Member # 42856
Default  Posted: 9:54 AM, April 6th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thanks annb - It is, unfortunately, raining here today.


Me - 42
WH - 40
Dday - 3/6/14
Married 5yrs, together over 10
Status - still separated

Posts: 326 | Registered: Mar 2014
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