Nothing I can't handle - but we are going through a really rough spot at the moment and SI always helps me in one way or another.
DH's son was hit by a van on Saturday morning, so we are all on edge and stress out. I have tried to take care of the kids 100% so he can go the hospital at anytime for any length of time...thank god for my net of family.
Yesterday morning I said something stupid even though I was trying to break some of the seriousness of the past few days - and it backfired big time. I tried to apologize many times, but was given the silent treatment.
The backfire was so bad in fact that he ignored me all day long and then we kind of fought that night - he actually slept on the couch and he NEVER sleeps on the couch.
It's moments like these that make me see how easy it is to slip back into the selfish 'I don't need this kind of shit' mentality and do for me.
I am stronger then this, and we will get through this stressful time as well. My focus is on him, so he has all the time he needs to help his son and not have to worry about home....that's all I can do right now.