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User Topic: Cxw Sabotaging House Closing
Kajem
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Default  Posted: 6:32 PM, April 24th (Thursday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I'm glad it worked out and she signed.

Now go celebrate with your lawyer, her former lawyer and your kids.

Post pics of the tv and recliner when you get them.

Welcome to your new beginning AD, free from the crazy train wreck.

How are you doing?

K


I trust you is a better compliment than I love you, because you may not trust the person you love, but you can always love the person you trust. - Unknown
Relationships are like sharing a book, it doesn't work if you're not on the same page.

Posts: 5161 | Registered: Jul 2012 | From: Florida
Abbondad
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Default  Posted: 6:49 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

How are you doing?

Thank you--today, not so well, actually. Constant conversations in my head with XW, retreading old ground. I guess I'm reacting to the finality of it all. Indifference is going to take a long long time.


Divorced April Fool's Day 2014

Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
-Dune


Posts: 1622 | Registered: Dec 2012
Undefinabl3
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Default  Posted: 8:09 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

(BTW, I wasn't being an asshole; I just couldn't take the kids on those days--but I am through feeling I have to explain myself.)


While i wholeheartly agree with this statement, might I suggest a change in wording when you are not able to accept the first right of refussal from her. Simply:

"I am unable to exercise my first first right of refusal for this day and time."

just saying "No thank you" really does come off as more of a refusal then an actual 'I would love to but can't accept it."

Then, crickets to every question of "Why not, what are you doing, how come". I realize that the statement will open the door for her to ask, but the statement is not a question, it is a complete sentance without a question mark. You don't have to explain yourself but at the same time, you need to protect yourself from any future issues she may bring you to court for (ie, refusing to see the kids)


Me: 31 MH
Him: 37 MH
New online find 6/19/14 - shit

Posts: 1751 | Registered: Sep 2012
7yrsflushed
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Default  Posted: 8:10 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Constant conversations in my head with XW, retreading old ground. I guess I'm reacting to the finality of it all. Indifference is going to take a long long time.
^^^This is normal. What I think you will find is you won't be rolling it around in your head very long this time. Expect bouts of this for a while. It's like you have been in defense mode and high alert for so long it takes a bit to let your guard down. You were in defense mode for so long you likely skipped a few emotions and now they will be able to come to the surface. For me it was a ton of anger. I had held in my anger during the in-house S and couldn't believe how pissed I was once she actually moved out. It was easier to process though because it was truly over. I just had to get it out.


D-day 5/24/11
BH = Me
2 children
The first true sense of calm I felt in YEARS was when I filed for D...
Divorced 9/2/14 and loving life!

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marlie2014
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Default  Posted: 8:15 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Congrats Abbondad, I am truly relieved and happy for you.


BS: 33
WS: 35 and definitely SA
Married: 9 years
1 stepchild, now 18 years old
DDay: 9/2/2013
ONS: Multiples over at least a 6-year period, at least twenty
1 OC 5 yrs old and another on the way (by different ONS)
DIVORCED AND FREE!!!!

Posts: 211 | Registered: Oct 2013
woundedwidow
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Default  Posted: 8:28 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I remember how you were when this long journey began, and the many times we "yelled" at you to stand up to your now CXW - you have come so far! While the outcome is certainly not what you ever wished for or envisioned at the beginning, I think it is the best you could have hoped for. All the best at the start of the next chapter of your life! You done good! (sic)


Be careful what you wish for the most - you may get it.

Posts: 381 | Registered: Sep 2012 | From: VA
cantaccept
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Default  Posted: 8:30 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am happy for you, now you can really begin to heal.

I know it will hurt for a while, I think that is normal. Actually it is probably a positive sign of who you are. If you did not hurt you would not be human.

I had a moment yesterday, actually an anxiety attack while driving. I got a sudden flash in my head of who stbxwh used to be and the pain was so intense, it stayed with me all night.

This morning I woke up to a few email from "him". Apparently he was "missing" me too. "you are a slut", "whore", in this crazy, twisted world it made me feel better. I sat there and remembered, "oh yeah, that is who you really are. You I do not miss. I do not miss the real you".

Her craziness will help you to detach. The more you are exposed to "normal" the more you will be able to not hurt for her.

Big hugs to you and congratulations.


Life is change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely.

I would now like to be known as Can!

dday October 21,2012
dday December 20, 2013
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attempted R, it was all a lie

Divorced 8/5/14


Posts: 1361 | Registered: Nov 2012 | From: Connecticut
tushnurse
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Default  Posted: 8:32 AM, April 25th (Friday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Just remember AD - YOU did more than everything you could to allow her to get her head out of her twat. YOU did everything to ensure that your wonderful kiddos had at least one strong stable parent to care for them.
YOU did everything you could to make D as smooth and easy as possible.

Your CXW threw all that away because she is too sick, messed up, self involved to even see the gifts you gave her.

Be happy that now the only time you have to deal with her is about the kids. Everything else can go away. You will come to a level of acceptance of all of this, an dknow hat you did have a good M for some years, but then she threw it away, don't let that taint your memories of the things you enjoyed. Accept it for what it was, and move on.

The serenity prayer may be your mantra for a bit longer, as you learn to finally accept the outcomes of her actions.

((((and strength))))

ps do something really nice for you.


Me: FBS
Him: FWS
Kids: 15 & 17
Married for 22 years now, was 16 at the time. .
D-Day Sept 26 2008
Fully R'd, and Happy Happy Happy

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