I so need to break away from this. I just can't find the strength to do it.
This is so hard.
Within the last year he had tried to convince me that he a different Better man. A man of God. .. (Which he Better be careful he is not struck) I found out about his many PAS a year ago and while he's trying to convince he's changed I also know that he has hit on 2 ow.
I'm so tired of this. I've come to realize that he is a very insecure selfish person. Always wanting to be recognized, the center of attention.
I feel I'm almost to that point of letting go. I just need to build a little more strength.
BS: 48 Me
I know i probably sound pathetic. I hate myself for being this person.
WH: 46 him
DD 17 Ours
DS 23 Mine
DDAY 4/17/2013 my father's anniversary death date.
2013 to present: TT big time
9 more women PAs all of our 17 years of marriage. Never had a clue until TT in the last year. Showe