(((lorilook and ds)))
I am so very sorry.
I had to put down my beloved 10yo cat just last month. I feel your pain and I am so sorry.
You did all you could, and you loved him with your whole heart.
Sending many hugs and prayers your way. Me: Enjoying life
Him: Someone else's problem
Life shrinks or expands in proportion to one's courage. ~ Anais Nin