Today is a brand new day. I can't say what tomorrow will bring. I can't think about the future right now. One day at a time. The Serenity Prayer is my Mantra.
POS WH will sign the Divorce Agreement today. I will file Tuesday morning.
Someone from my last thread hit the nail on the head with this quote:
Unfortunately, I think you're so used to living in a quagmire of dysfunction that you're no longer able to tell the difference between normal and decent and abnormal and deviant.
Now it's all about Damage Control. For my family and myself. I will sign up for IC today. I am going to put this behind me and learn from it.
My tears can fall for those who have been hurt and wash away this pain. I no longer cry for the loss of my marriage or in my own self pity.
Anyone who read(s) my previous thread; please read my responses carefully, please don't judge me for being a fool and believing the lies my POS WH told me. Too bad I followed my heart and then still had to be knocked in the head a couple of times before the reality of what was going on really hit me. I'm going to make this right...with everyone involved.
Here's to a great and wonderful new start on my life. Every day is a blessing!
Phoenix signing off.