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User Topic: "Victim Statement"
MandMs
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Default  Posted: 4:24 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My H came home from his SAA meeting last night and he was telling me about speaking to one if his fellows after the meeting about how we have been focusing a lot of our healing and recovery energy towards my H learning empathy towards me.

This man had gone to intensive inpatient therapy because of the serious nature of his sex addiction and he said there was a huge focus on the addict learning empathy, especially towards the people closest to him (typically his wife and children).

He said one of the things they had him do that helped him the most was they had his wife write a "victim statement" ( I'm not sure if that's what they called it, just my attempt at putting a name on it....) Then the counselor read him the letter. His wife was not there so he could hear her story of how his SA has changed her life and devastated her without being distracted by her presence. I guess hearing her point of view from someone else makes it easier to absorb for the addict.

My H asked me, when I'm ready, would I be willing to write him a letter for his sponsor to read to him. I have to say I am both excited and terrified by this. I think it will be extremely therapeutic to tell him exactly how I've been affected without being interrupted or having to look into his guilty, shame filled face as I do it. It's the act of dragging up all that horrible pain that scares me a little bit.

Has anyone ever done something similar to this? What were the results and feelings brought about by this exercise? Did anything positive come from this? Any negatives?

Thanks!!


BS 37
fWH 36
DDs 17,14,10

2011 started 2.5years of TT
Full disclosure in OCT.2013,


Posts: 78 | Registered: Dec 2013
karmahappens
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Default  Posted: 4:29 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Sorry I have no experience here, but I think your husband offering to do this is awesome!!

What a well-deserved gift towards healing.

I hope you do it and are able to truly be honest with the damage that has been caused because of this trauma.

(((hugs)))


“And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom”
Anaïs Nin
Me: 45
Him: 47
Dday 8/2007
We have R'd

Posts: 3845 | Registered: Jun 2012 | From: Massachusetts
Jls0320
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Default  Posted: 4:40 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I don't have any advice, but am married to a SA and I think it's a great step for him asking you to write this. Also a great way for you to get out your feelings on the situation


Me: 33 BS 2 boys (2yr & 5yr)
Him: 33 WH, too much too list, drowning in his sex addiction
Together 15yrs, married 7yrs
Dday 9/17/2013, more discovered 1/26/14
NC broken 7/28/14- pathetic piece of crap
Separated, divorce filed, he loves his whore lol

Posts: 453 | Registered: Nov 2013
Hurtandhealer
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Default  Posted: 4:41 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I never wrote a statement like this for my WH, but I did have the opportunity in April to write something like that for the OW. I found out that she and my husband had been "innocently" speaking again over Facebook and I flipped out. I contacted her husband and I guess he told her that she needed to get in contact with me. I received an email from her stating that she knew I probably had nothing to say to her, but she was sorry for what she had done. Oh, I had PLENTY to say to her. I had never spoken directly to her before. I definitely took the opportunity to fill her in on how she had affected me and continues to affect my life every single day. How her actions contributed to never being able to think of my twins' birth without also thinking about the betrayal my husband was committing at the same time. I wrote a book on it and sent it to her. My husband also read it, so I guess he got a "victim impact" statement of sorts, but it had already been things he had heard me say to him. I must say, it felt AMAZING to get it off my chest. Before I sent her that email, all she knew of me is what my husband told her and undoubtedly lied to her about in an effort to get in her pants. Now she could truly see that I wasn't just some random person who may have been affected by something she did, I was a REAL WIFE, MOTHER, WOMAN whose life was completely DEVASTATED by her. We went back and forth a couple times via email and whether or not she feels as much remorse as I hope she does I will never know. But I'm glad I said it all.


2/1/13 - 1st Dday - WH claims it is only an EA with coworker and it will end
6/19/13 - It never ended, it turned into a PA, but NOW it's really over.....he says
Married 7 years, together 11 years
3 children - 4 years, and 13 month old twins

Posts: 23 | Registered: Oct 2013
scaredyKat
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Default  Posted: 7:48 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

It's common for a CSAT to require an addict to listen to an impact statement from a spouse. It is usually done as part and parcel of a formal process that includes a full disclosure, and is done in the presence of the spouse's IC.


Me-BS-60
HIM-SAFWH-63
Damn autocorrect is responsible for the silly errors, sorry!

Posts: 3651 | Registered: Sep 2009 | From: In my head
deena04
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Default  Posted: 7:55 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think we should all write victim impact statements, even if we don't hand them over. It gets feelings and thoughts out and we can give them to the WS to process and hopefully understand or we can throw it into the fire.


Me BS mid-late 30s
Him WS knocking on 40 (lovemywife4ever)
blended family with lots of kiddos
together 5 years, married 8/13
D day 12/1/13
WH ONS had been 4/12
Getting ME back and moving to HAPPY - whatever that means
I want out!

Posts: 1070 | Registered: Dec 2013
Rebreather
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Default  Posted: 8:05 PM, July 1st (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I think it is brilliant and I am super impressed with your WH.

I read some of my journals to my spouse. And the horrible, horrible poetry. It was pretty rough on him, but good, too


Me BS
Him WH
2 ddays in '07
Recovering.
"The cure for the pain, is the pain." -Rumi

Posts: 6549 | Registered: Jan 2011
Flatlined123
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Default  Posted: 5:03 AM, July 2nd (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I didn't know if had a name, but I wrote it out for H exactly what he did to us and how I felt. He was physically sick after reading it.


Me: BS 43
H : WS 46
DD #1 7-11-08
DD#2 8-21-09 same OW, A never ended.
Started R in 12-09
"If what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I should be able to bench press a Buick."

Posts: 677 | Registered: Jun 2012
MandMs
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Default  Posted: 6:47 PM, July 2nd (Wednesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you for the encouragement!

I am so ready to do this!!!

Last night we went out to dinner and he went through the whole timeline from beginning to end. I already knew everything but still had a few lingering questions and blanks that needed filling in. There was tons of honesty and vulnerability and zero defensiveness and judgment.

Then we went home and got it on…
The perfect date night!!

Things are going so well I have to keep reminding myself to just enjoy it and not worry about when it will end…

Thank you again!!!


BS 37
fWH 36
DDs 17,14,10

2011 started 2.5years of TT
Full disclosure in OCT.2013,


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