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User Topic: Fantasy Land
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 1:34 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

My WH and I shared erotic fantasies on occasion to make for hotter sex. He says that drinking and those fantasies in his head are what led him to have sex with his masseuse! He said he had it in his mind that I really wouldn't mind. Is this crap or I am really partially to blame for this happening? We talked about the fantasies and agreed they were just that on many occasions before Dday! Your thoughts?

[This message edited by soccermom9 at 1:41 PM, July 7th (Monday)]


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
Tred
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Default  Posted: 1:38 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Is this crap

Complete and utter crap. What led to him having sex with anyone outside of his marriage has nothing to do with you. Did you act on any of those erotic fantasies?


Married: 17 years (14 @JFO)
D-Day: 11/09/11
"Ohhhhh...shut up Tred!" - NOT the official SI motto (DS)

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Badhurt
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Default  Posted: 1:41 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Soccer Mom

Nonsense. YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME. You might have had fantasies of getting banged by six guys. YOU DID NOT DO IT!!!!


Posts: 1097 | Registered: Jan 2014 | From: Eastern USA
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 1:42 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

No i never acted on any of them. He says he wants to reconcile yet how can I when he won't take responsibility for his actions!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
tfkeel
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Default  Posted: 1:47 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He says he wants to reconcile yet how can I when he won't take responsibility for his actions!

You can't. There's no basis for it if he doesn't "own" it.


Posts: 583 | Registered: May 2008 | From: Pennsylvania
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 2:19 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He is starting IC next week as I am also. no MC yet other than talking with our Pastor once a week. I am unsure how to get this fixed even if it can be. I am reading "torn asunder" and it is eye opening!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
seethelight
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Default  Posted: 2:25 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

SoccerMom

Personally, I believe your husband is blameshifting.

Don't buy it.


ďIf two people truly have feelings for one another then they donít have an affair. They get a divorce and they sort out their feelings. You are accountable for the people you hold hostage in a marriage when your mind and heart refuse to fully commit

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outtanowhere
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Default  Posted: 2:42 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Has he been getting massages for a while or is this something new? I had no idea about happy ending massages until I found out about my husband's sex addiction. He went from these massages to casual encounters with whores on Craigslist.

I also read Torn Asunder. I would caution you that you may have just uncovered the tip of the iceberg.


BS - 58
SAWH - 61 multiple encounters with prostitutes and other sex workers
Married 38 years
Dday - 2/19/13 - found the emails
He promised me Heaven then put me thru hell

Posts: 776 | Registered: Apr 2013
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 2:51 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He says it all started 6 months ago and happened 3 times. He has been seemingly very honest but I still have doubts!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 5:16 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am so confused about why this happened! I have only had one thing hurt worse and that was the death of my baby many years ago!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 5:16 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I am so confused about why this happened! I have only had one thing hurt worse and that was the death of my baby many years ago!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
Razor
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Default  Posted: 5:29 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

crap and blameshifting.

Ask *HOW was it ok for him to take the private fantasies you shared together and satisfy them outside the M?*


Forgive and forget = Relive and regret.

Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man.
Friedrich Nietzsche


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Mercilesslynuked
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Default  Posted: 5:36 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Yeah, no. Emotionally mature adults realize the difference between fantasy and reality. This is him grasping at the straws. So let me get this straight... by his logic now if I sleep with a (insert whatever roleplay my WGF and I use), I'm justified and it is no longer my fault? My oh my oh my... how would he feel if you slept with a (insert whatever roleplay he's participated in)?

Edited for clarity's sake.

[This message edited by Mercilesslynuked at 5:37 PM, July 7th (Monday)]


Never apologize for having high standards. People who really want to be in your life will rise up to meet them.

D-day 1/6/2014-1/23/2014


Posts: 174 | Registered: Apr 2014 | From: Colorado
Shockleader
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Default  Posted: 6:15 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Know 1000% you have absolutely no blame in this, NONE, not one speck! Do not ever let him, or some quack potential therapist say otherwise.

I know well the pain, and for me the pain was the worst I have ever endured by far; even the loss of family, but thank God never a child. People who have never been through this, especially with spouses who lie, blameshift, rage, are incredibly cruel and remorseless have NO CLUE of how painful it is... It ain't some Hollywood movie, as many folks seem to believe it is... Until the go through it! Be strong, be tough, and lean on the good folks of SI.


D-Day spring 2012
Me BS 47
Xcheater 44
One DD 19
Married 23 years
Divorced 12/23/13 Fu*king A!

The cruel, the unkind, those without honor, feast on the tender heart...


Posts: 652 | Registered: Sep 2012
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 6:44 PM, July 7th (Monday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Thank you all for your support! I will get thru this somehow!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
sparkysable
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Default  Posted: 5:39 AM, July 8th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

People do not go to legitimate massage parlors and end up having sex with the massage therapist. They go to "massage parlors" for a "massage", when they know damn well what that kind of place offers for a little extra $, and that's the reason that they go there.

What you are discovering is just the tip of the iceberg. He is giving you what we call TT, which is the trickle truth. Just giving you a little bit of what really happened. Look into it more, and you will find that this story is not what it seems.


D-day OW#1 2/2004; R for 6 years; D-day OW#2 5/2010

Marriages that start this way, stepping over the bodies of loved ones as the giddy couple walks down the aisle, are not likely to last.


Posts: 3477 | Registered: Mar 2004 | From: NY
mozzchops
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Default  Posted: 5:51 AM, July 8th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage


I call bullshit. Mine also said "sexy novels like 50 shades" made her want to be lusted after and lust after others.


The first time someone shows you who they are, believe them.

Posts: 119 | Registered: Mar 2014
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 8:17 AM, July 8th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I just wish I would wake up and this all be a nightmare and he would hold me and tell me everything is ok!


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
soccermom9
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Default  Posted: 3:06 PM, July 8th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

I agree there is no justification for his actions but somehow in order to make this marriage work we have it get to the "why".


Me: 44
WH: 43
Dday: 6-20-14
He admitted to drunken sex at massage parlor!
Attempting reconciliation

Posts: 66 | Registered: Jun 2014 | From: Kentucky
momentintime
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Default  Posted: 4:42 PM, July 8th (Tuesday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

He did it because that was what he wanted to do. Your fantasies didn't make him do anything. His fantasies should have stayed just that fantasy, not reality. He needs to own his behavior, he knows deep down it was his bad, not yours.


BS-me FWS - him
D-day 8/04
R'd

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