I didn't want anyone to think I was ungrateful and ignoring replies, but until WS starts work properly he is always around and looking over my shoulder when I am on the computer. He caught me looking at a new, private email address I had set up.
So I found out more about her but it doesn't really make a lot of difference. After I looked at her on LinkedIn I spoke to him again about it but he is sticking to his story. For the past three months he has been caring, passionate and wants to get married. Almost like he knows he made a bad mistake and forgot what he had. From an intimate point of view everything has been better than it has been for a long time. I am wondering if some time the bubble is going to burst. He watches my every mood, or look, checking, checking, checking. I can't so much as look as I am in thought, and he is kissing me. I'm not sure if he could have kept all this up for so long if it wasn't genuine. Or maybe I am just kidding myself.