I have been taking Zoloft. I have noticed a slight improvement in my mood, but its having a sexual side effect (no orgasms), so Im going to switch medications.
WH said he noticed a difference in my moods, but believes I should get a different AD anyways, because I am still emotional and still get sad about the A and think about it.
I told him that AD medicine is not a miracle drug...its not going to magical erase my memory that he cheated.
So today, I messaged him that I triggered about his A and I am feeling very down and sad and hurt.
His response what that my medicine is not working and I need something else that will suppress my feelings or make me not think of it.
Its amazing to me that we are going on 2 years and WH still has not realized what horrible shit he caused. Its really very sad.
In the meantime, I got lunch and had to walk by WHORE RAT sitting at a table with 3 friends...she was just happy as a horse, chatting away and being happy. I wanted to punch her in her face, but I just glared at her. I walked by again to leave and one of her friends was staring at me like I was the whore that cheated....horrible dirty looks.
PLEASE PLEASE when is the karma bus going to hit her.