I recently got the opportunity to visit my boyfriend for 2 weeks who got landed in a temporary job 3 hours away from me.
We've only been apart for 3 weeks and up until now everything was going great between us since we met 7 months ago - I called him and texted him all the time, reminding him of how much I loved him - he did the same.
Anyway, last night while he was at work I opened up his laptop to watch a movie when up comes a series of emails between him and some other guy. The guy sent a couple of dick pics to him and my bf sent a few slutty ones of himself.
I confronted him as soon as he walked in the door and after several moments of bullshit he eventually told me everything. Basically, he started messaging a guy who lived close by on Facebook and arranged to meet up with him and have sex.
I made him hand over his phone to me so I could read the chat logs between then, and I was physically revolted. One of the messages my bf wrote to him was "make sure you bring plenty of lube so you can fuck me with your big dick"
They met in a parking lot close to his work very late at night and according to my bf they just made out, and said the guy just fingered him. He said that he refused to let him have sex with him because he didn't have a condom, but I'm not entirely sure I believe this.
I'm utterly heartbroken by what he did and I'm constantly bawling my eyes out every time I think about it.
My bf is crying a lot too, begging me to give him one more chance and promising that he will never do anything like it again.
My head is all over the place not and I'm not thinking straight so some good advise will be much appreciated.
My bf is now in hysterics with guilt and says he now wants to kill himself. He's saying that if I loved him I would give him a second chance and that he would never do anything like this again.