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User Topic: Down on the roller coaster
Unagie
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Default  Posted: 3:40 AM, August 17th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Deep deep down. I have been going to dance classes, sleeping over my friend's house sometimes. Going to start yoga classes, focused on work and what I want in the future. Why am I such a downward spiral? I keep crying, then i'll be ok. I will be fine watching a show then my heart hurts out of nowhere and I'm on the brink of tears again. Fuck this. I'm trying to get out of my funk and trying to ride it out but I can't for some reason. My insomnia is back and I am so tired all the time. I need life to just be good for a little while even just a moment. Truly good not bandaid good.


Heartbroken madhatter trying to rebuild

No longer together

"To be loyal to myself is to allow myself to grow and change, and challenge who I am and what I think."


Posts: 2762 | Registered: Oct 2012
gahurts
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Default  Posted: 7:37 AM, August 17th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

Hi Unagie,

I am so sorry that these feelings keep pushing you down. I know that with your current situation it is like you cannot get out of the rut. I know, I've been there. And then after you do get free of the limbo there is a lag before your emotions finally relax and let you get off the roller coaster.

It looks like you are doing some good things to help keep it up. Are you taking any vitamins? They seem to help me when I start spiraling. Exercise too. The yoga classes will help. Maybe try something aerobic too, like Zumba. Or walking/jogging. It makes a huge difference. You might want to talk to a doctor about ADs if those other things don't help enough.

Hope you get some relief soon. Hang in there. You WILL get through this. In the meantime lean on us. We are all here for you.


"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indominable will" - Mahatma Gandi

"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - Aubrie


Posts: 3432 | Registered: Oct 2011 | From: Georgia
pizzalover
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Default  Posted: 9:16 AM, August 17th (Sunday), 2014View ProfileEdit MessagePrivate MessageHomepage

((Unagie))


Trying to rebuild each day

Me - WW 39
Him - BH 40 (mpb1974)
2 Furrbabies - sweet cats

Met - 8/13/99
Started dating - 9/11/99
Moved in together - 3/03
Engaged - 6/5/09
Married - 8/21/10
D-Day - 1/24/13
Affair started 5/09


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